Congratz...

On my last post,i got mention bout that couple...

没有错...lady and gentlemen...

让我们用最热烈的掌声来欢迎...

J&J...Jason kitty wong and joey lim....haha...

or can call as mr&mrs noob...

Jason said he wont mind de...

Eh eh,not me leak the news de har...

Is u two ppl call me to say one...

I'm innocent...XD

At here hope they can forever together bah....XD

The gabrians(for a-lvl) all have GF jor...left me alone...T.T...lol...

ZY,Hadley...now jason...

nvm beh...study first bah......

Just now,my fren louie tell me bout sumthing...

bout the planet x...I absolutely dunno anything bout this...

After he explain to me thn i only know...

He say on year 2012,the planet x will collide with earth...

Everyone will die...lol...

Donno true or not one...

But if is true...then i should enjoy my life now lo...

Find a gf lo...LOL...(kidding only lar)...

SS pulak...wakakaka...

Erm...this saturday our party is held on green box(sg.wang)...

If u guys still dunno yet...look at this...

1pm start...bring rm50 i think is enuf...

But many of them got work...haizzz...T.T...

See u guys there...XD...

Lets get the party start...wakaka

8 days to go...

祝你幸福 MV

I would like to change the song name from 祝你幸福 to 祝你们幸福....

Specially to that couple...XD...

Yo brother...长大咯...哎哟不错嘛~~

Faster thn me leh...

Be a good BF...dun be a noob BF...

I'm sure many ppl dunno i talking bout who...but later u all will know it...XD...wakakakakakaka

This following song is for both of u...

送你一份爱的礼物

我祝你幸福

不论你在何时 或是在何处

莫忘了我的祝福

人生的旅途有甘有苦

要有坚强意志

发挥你的智慧

留下你的汗珠

创造你的幸福

送你一份爱的礼物

我祝你幸福

不论你在何时 或是在何处

莫忘了我的祝福

人生的旅途有甘有苦

要有坚强意志

发挥你的智慧

留下你的汗珠

创造你的幸福

人生的旅途有甘有苦

要有坚强意志

发挥你的智慧

留下你的汗珠

创造你的幸福

再见...

致我亲爱的曾祖母...

虽然您在星期三,早晨7时...九十有九的高龄...

安详地离开了我们...离开了这混浊的世界...

到了另一个世外桃源...

和曾祖父相遇...

但您永远都会在我这位曾外孙的心里...

占了很大的位置...

很遗憾的我们来不及说再见...

更遗憾的是我不能出席您的葬礼...

抱歉...希望您能体谅...

因为我妹她快要考PMR了...就在10月7日...

希望您不会责怪我们...

最后还是要谢谢您...

如果不是有您...

就不会有我婆婆...

没有我婆婆...

就没有我爸...

没有我爸...

就不会有今天的我...

谢谢您...

再见了...曾祖母...

倒数11天......

心情复杂...

我现在的心情只能说五味杂成...

难以形容的心情...

只能用一种食物来形容...

那就是rojak了...

什么开心,伤心,或是其他的心情都混在一起...

先来说说开心的事情吧...

今天我和大伙儿到greenbox 去帮fiorie庆祝生日...

大家都玩得很开心...

但来的时候真的被ZZ给气死...

不想多说什么...

没心情写下去...自己去问他吧...

到了伤心的事情了...

从昨天接到婆婆的一通电话后...

才得知90++的太婆过世了...

一向自称冷血动物的我...哭了...

所以我还算是正常的人吧？

还懂得流泪...

这个假期才那区区的五天...

但我觉得周围的东西,朋友...

已渐渐变了...

是我脱轨了？还是他们真的变了...

感觉他们很不一样了...

太多不能说出口的秘密...

事情如果那么简单那就好了...

真希望我没度过这个假期...

大家的友谊还是一样...

在这几天...

不知不觉我已成为许多朋友的守密人...

不过请放心...

我不会说出去的...我会好好的保密...

但...你们全部都向我诉苦...

我又能向谁诉苦呢？？？

我也只能对着我的米奇玩偶来诉苦~~

我无意间找到一段很有意义的歌词...

黑暗中两眼无神...

夜里不再为我开盏灯...

始终不敢将爱说出口...

当然没有资格去竞争...

恋爱和失恋同时发生...

怪自己枉费青春...

我输得彻底 把脸深埋在水里面...

却还要演好这一场戏...

还有9天...要把我的喉咙润好...去唱k...XD

倒数13天......XD

Fallin' for YOU...

This song is recommended by my Ah sou(joey)...

Is a nice song and is full of meaning...

Probably is a song for a couple......

This song is from colbie caillat...

Hope u all will enjoy it......

I don’t know but

I think I maybe

Fallin’ for you

Dropping so quickly

Maybe I should

Keep this to myself

Waiting ’til I

Know you better

I am trying

Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

and now I found ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here

And you hold my hand

Pull me towards you

And we start to dance

All around us

I see nobody

Here in silence

It’s just you and me

I’m trying

Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

and now I found ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it

My heart is racing

The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

and now I found ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it

I want you all around me

And now I just can’t hide it

I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh

Oh no no

Oooooohhh

Oh I’m fallin’ for you

15days to go......

Selamat Hari Raya~~

Is it hari raya or chinese new year???...LOL

Whatever...

Yesterday we went to MABA house...bout one something we reach there....

Mmm...dun feel to talk too much crap here...XD

Here some picture we capture...

怪叔叔...XD

MABA in pink~~

Bear in the house~~

Bear hunting for honey???

Strong~~XD

sleepy snoopy...during class sleep...now exercise u also want to sleep...lol

Bout doing this 10 times....I.....surrender....ughhh...

Do it lar....fake bruce "pat"....

Two ppl only can do....XD

Boys...wad so interested inside the computer???

Guess who???

露体狂~~

bear play poker???

怪叔叔 bully ppl!!!...

Shito~~

Mr blur~~sia...

wad u guys doing???

Friend forever...XD

Blah...dun block my way...

Time to go back lu~~

Forever friends....

Forever we'll be....

Time is changing but nothing to be blamed...

Coz our heart forever sing...

3rd of oct is a must for u all to come...

No lame excuse...those who work pls take holiday...LOL

16 days to go.....XD

Holiday lu~~

Today i having my last papers--->physic...after that i'm free...~~XD

After school i join my K class frens to go for korean meal...

At ampang there...

There are 7 of us...(YJ,vivian,joanne,fiorie,xin li,Zy and me)...(dunno spelling got error or not)

But then after 1 hour add 2 more ppl...

ZZ and nicholas...damn late...lol

Then when the time we go back...

OMG!!!damn jam at MRR2...

Due to heavy rain,ppl tat after work....and also many ppl balik kampung...

Queue up quite a long time...

That ZZ somemore get lost at the ampang area there...haiz...kesian~~

Damn tired...going to college like go camp...

This coming 5 days holiday...

Have lots of things to do...

Include revision,preparation for book review,homework...etc

And the MOST important things...

Is to practice my piano^^...

~Kiss The Rain~by yiruma...

Hope can learn this song by end of the holiday...XD

A very touch song...

Gambahteh~~

And dunno why some of ppl so depsperate to hv gf until like tat...

They can even dun wan be fren with anyone...

So unsporting...although everyone also so desperate la...

But no nid to Emo until like tat gua...

To gabrian 08'....

MABA is back so he invite u guys to his house for raya on this sunday...

The time is 12.30pm...For more information ask maba....

3Rd of oct...if u guys see this msg....pls help me to invite them to our party...XD

Inform those who still dunno bout this party...pls...thx

19days to go......getting closer and closer lo~~XD

我在哭吗？

就在昨晚...我到了某位朋友的部落格...

看见一首非常熟悉的歌...kiss the rain by yiruma...

就立刻去下载...

这首歌算是催泪的曲子...

听着听着...我不知不觉地想起以前的事...

就这样我的眼眶就留下眼泪...

我不知是真的哭还是打哈欠而已...

我不确定是因为我从来没哭过...

我想起了....

已故的外婆及公公...

我想念他们...

我想起...

我的兄弟...

我想起了...

我错失过的机会...

我时时没把握机会...

现在后悔了...

真希望时间能返回...

现在只能做的事是面对现在...未来...

不要在往后看了...

那些过去就让它变成我记忆中的回忆吧...

这是昨天的我...

今天的我...

我不知为何...

我感到有点很伤感...

可能我懂...不能说出口的秘密...

也有可能我不懂...

真矛盾的一个家伙...

我快神经了吧？？

无所谓吧...希望睡一大觉后...明天会有好心情...

因为我在结束开启...

说回之前我听到的那首kiss the rain...

我一回家就上网找了这首歌的歌谱...

打算把它练熟...

虽然我知道我钢琴技术很烂...

无论如何都要学会...

无论用多久时间...

献给未来的你...

虽然我不知你长什么样...

但我只懂我会很爱你...

倒数23天...

A boring sunday...

Haizz...

Every sunday is boring...

No program at all...

Doing the same thing for every sunday...

Wake up at 10 something...

Facebook,download music...

Today has download some korean music...

SS501,TOHOSHINKI's songs...

quite nice....althought i dunno what they sing...

Sien...dunno wat math apply exam will come out...

Noob sunday i hate it...

I'm happy that tommorow is monday...coz can go back college to study...

At least no need to facing my room wall...^^

Cant wait to reunion with the gabrian on 3rd of october...LOL...

I wondering how are they???

Any changes or else things...

But still have to wait another 2 weeks...

24 days to go...getting more mature jor....XD

Oops I Ponteng...Sorry

Mmm...feel weird when these words come out from my mouth...:I want Ponteng...

OMG...since when i become like that...bad boy

I really feel sorry...

I promise no next time...lol...XD

Today pure math test was sucks...

I ruin my whole test...

Formula...applied wrong...

One question din do...shit jor...failed liao...

Dun care bah...hope applied math can save my math score...

After the exam...i skip my chemistry tutorial class...

Then we go for movie...Before that they discuss where to go ady 15mins...

And so sorry for jason...coz i accidently scratch his arm till bleed...

Sorry lo~~

Ah sou(joey) dun be sad la...is accident la...^^...go back sayang ur hubby lo...

I also blured by them...

At first I thought go midvalley de...but there is long queue over there...

Then when left less than 10 min...suddenly change to leisure mall...

ZY(mr.Y aka vinegar) drive his "roller coaster" speed to there...

Make my heart beat up to 80++ per min jor...

We went for a movie name "吓到笑"...

Eden should watch it...especially the 2nd story...XD

A product from jack neo...

The movie have 3 parts...i mean 3 story like chapters...diff story...

The movie is funny...but the story a bit...ehem...moderate lo...

After the movie we all went back le...

Until 6 something only I can take my breakfast...

Record leh...but dun try and learn this la...is not good for health...I know...

抱歉...

最近我的心情起伏很大...

我也不知为何...

所以我也控制不了我的情绪...

我的脾气时好时坏...

变得很没礼貌...

原谅我...原谅我不成熟...

毕竟我还小嘛...

在此...我也只能在说声抱歉...

我会改过的...

给我机会...

倒数25天...

pure math....

Yeah...i have done my revision on pure math jor...

From tutorial 5 to 10....lots of question...lol

Tomorrow whether how leh???

Hope i can pass my dear pure math....

Coz i not confidence to score high leh....

Ok la is time to have a rest now jor la...

Hope tomorrow is a good day...

And...

The party have been confirm on 3rd of october lu~~~...

Pls take notes guys...XD

I think we will go for sing k...

So stay tune la...

Can give me a call or text me to ask futher information....

Cant wait till that day...

I miss all of U...LOL...i'm not gay dude...XD

26 Days to go.......countdown....YEAH

第一次...

今天是我十年以来的“第一次”(别想歪)...

就在今天小pat就给了我她的部落格地址...

显然的...我一点也不紧张...

因为我根本不再在乎她了...我也搞不懂...

因为当我再次看到她的照片时...

竟然没有以前我对她的那种感觉了...

我不知该开心还是伤心...好还是坏...

也许我已经放下了这个包袱...

这让我想起一首歌...林峰的“爱不疚”

~放手...放开所有...

结束了我对你长达十年的思念...

接下来...我除了好好祝福...我能怎么办...

最后...希望妳能找到幸福...

*你们也别再说我和她的事了...不然我真的翻脸...

明天还有化学考试...希望我记得我所读的东西吧...

好吧...我还是继续读我的化学吧....

28 days to go...

Capture of the day...

Here is my capture of the day....

Taken at tarc...(yam yam park)

Cute???lol...

Mmm...tomorrow going to start my test 2...

First paper GP...going to write essay...500++....

Dunno still can handle or not???

Thursday got chemistry exam...

OMG....cover 8 chapters...haizz...die ady lo....

Saturday still hv school...

pure math exam...Mmmm...

Also can pass gua....hope so...

I has discover a new nickname for myself...

That is....

SS boy....

wat mean by SS...

Definitely not shok sendiri...

I hope is Sun Shine boy...but also not~~~

Is Shy Shy boy...~~

Weird nickname rite...XD

But is suit for my style...~~

Shy.....lol...

Here have an announcement for my ex-gabrians classmate...

We will have party on october...^^

Probably at green box...

And the date we still debating...

Is either 3rd of october or 10th...^^

I will announce the latest information to u guys....

For more information...

You guys may contact me...phone la,msn la,watever u can contact me la...

Even cbox also can....^^...XD

29 days to go....yahoo...i'll be adult....

不屑

“小鬼”黄鸿升终于如愿以偿的出了一张迷你专辑及拍了他个人的首支MV---〉不屑...

请大家多多支持小鬼哦...^^

事情如果那么简单那就好了

想让自己不见

瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏那就好了

受伤不会流血

悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类 传染颓废

不需要愚昧的尊严

不需要去偷窃你的思念 自我安慰

就让我 伪装我嘴角不屑

让孤独 乘以更孤独的两倍

允许我 保留我最后一点点特权

赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我 眼神里闪烁不屑

可能我 心里一半已经残废

那一半 跟着你走远了的那一天

这一半渐渐一一瓦解

事情如果那么简单那就好了

想让自己不见

瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏那就好了

受伤不会流血

悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类 传染颓废

不需要愚昧的尊严

不需要去偷窃你的思念 自我安慰

就让我 伪装我嘴角不屑

让孤独 乘以更孤独的两倍

允许我 保留我最后一点点特权

赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我 眼神里闪烁不屑

可能我 心里一半已经残废

那一半 跟着你走远了的那一天

这一半渐渐一一瓦解

如果我 还有一点点不屑

别想要 说服我纯洁的绝对

我只是 世界上某种绝种的绝类

悄悄的 失眠了一光年

如果我 还有一点点不屑

那是我 自己虚荣心在作祟

自以为 或许有一天我们会重叠

我可以再爱你第二遍

谢谢您...

今天...

在翻阅着数学作业时...

突然...

想起了一位在我生命中扮演着很重要的角色的人...

没错就是她...我的恩师...许老师...

如果没有她...

我现在可能没办法读书...

到处找工...游荡...

11年前的我...

“纯得像白纸一样”...（其实是蠢得像白痴一样）...

什么都不会...

1+1都想大半天...

每天都遭受同学的嘲笑...

是这位慈祥的老师...不愿放弃每一位学生...

天啊！这种老师去哪里找啊...

是她不断地教我数学...

一切从零开始...

到了现在...

虽然不是很厉害那种...

但至少不像11年前的那个笨蛋...

笨到令人吐血...

虽然我离开小学有段时间了...

您也退休了...回到了怡保...

但我的记忆告诉我...

仿佛是昨天的事...

在SPM放榜的期间...

您突然的来电...让我感到惊讶...

不过当您问起我的成绩时...

我不慎得感到尴尬...

我只能向您说声抱歉...

我会更努力...

11年后的数学笨蛋...

也就是现年17的我...

在此许下承诺...

我一定要把书念好...

不要做个废物...

不辜负现在在家乡的您...

一日为师,终身为师...

我永远都记得您这位好老师...

谢谢您...