Saturday, November 5, 2011

初次体验 =D

下星期二就要初次尝试工作了...
“公子哥儿”要工作了...
心情既开心又担心...
担心自己会做不好 =(
就尽我所能去做吧...
然后等待一个月后去韩国旅行~

是到站了吗?
火车门打开了,我是时候下车去等待下一班火车...
一脚已踏出门外,你却叫住我...
那应该下车还是留下来?

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Countdown?

Countdown for my trip?
Hmm, nope ='(
I'm countdown-ing my next round of bad luck to happen...
I know it will happen sooner or later...
What I can say is just C'est la vie!!!
I'm pretty sure in everyone's mind sure there are some good and bad memories that keeps on triggered.


I think I should control myself...

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Sem 2 ends =/

Crazy short sem has come to an end...
I did enjoyed some moments of this sem...
It become part of memories of my life...
What can I do is just reminisce...
Reflash what had happened...
Happy holidays lads...

This is the first time and hope is not the last time...
If it didn't happen why does my heart feel...

Friday, September 16, 2011

Short sem sucks!!

Life of short sem only 1 word can describe:....SUCKS!!!
Everyday rush for lab reports and assignments
Really cant fall sick during short sem, but...i fell sick TT
Haven recover completely yet still need to rush for everything


Exactly 3 months from today :P

Monday, August 29, 2011

Results are OUT!!!

Finally sem 1 results are out~
Luckly I pass it ><...B,B,B,C+
No need retake =D
Stage 1 out of 9 is over...
8 more sems...

Today is another nice day for me =)
Bought 2 nice books from book fest + having korean meal dinner~
But...
I found out that...
Those dumb winter cloth is damn expensive ==lll
at least 200++
Winter i love you and i hate you! :P

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Calm,Chill and Relax...

I must keep stress and angry-ness away from myself ...
To ensure my condition not worsen...
It drop so much since exams...
Calm and chill my mind...
Be a good boy,dont get angry =)


I just want to stay alive...=D

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Result out soon? ><...

Ah shit! I haven't prepare to see my result for sem 1...
I think will out soon ><...
No eye see my result on Bio and Moral zzz...
Anyway my sem 2 timetable is sucks...
Tuesday and friday, class over at 6.30pm
WTH!!! I may have 5pm class on other days but not this 2 days TT...
Well,what can I do? just accept it....zzz

Aigoo...




Thursday, August 18, 2011

阿宅!!

Aigoo...
I have not step out my house door for 6 days
only my head out of the house door :P
I really 100% pure 阿宅
everyday face TV,laptop,bed ==lll
no shave

Nxt sem i dun have 8am class
So i can sleep 1 more hour woohoo~

I promise I will quit going CC le uhmma :P

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Time, flow faster please

Can the time just proceed to dec 16th? I cant wait for the trip :P
During this holiday the time flow getting slower and slower
Is much more slower than during the time after my SPM
Is much more harder to spend my time
Anyone pls just bring me out of my house :P




odiyah? bogoshipda ...

Saturday, August 13, 2011

Sem break~what to do @@

Almost 3 weeks for my sem break
What the heck i'm going to do ==
The only things I can do is watch football XD
When having class, I grumble alot bout wake up on 5.30am
When dont have class, I grumble about boring
Really have no idea what to do ><...
Maybe I should change my appearance? :P
I'll try my very "hard" to change it :P



随缘~
会让你活得比较自在~
不要想太多了...

Friday, August 12, 2011

Dr jekyll and Mr hyde :P

Sometimes emo,sometimes happy :P
Just like dr jekyll and mr hyde, switching characters
This is me...
Exams over woohoo~
Sen break~woo~
Barclays premium league back tomorrow woohoohoo~
Korea trip confirmed(16th december,1 week dissapear from marehsia)~woohoohoohoo~~XD
Lady luck is on my side =D
I like it very very much =)

Hope my Uni frens and classmates enjoy their holidays...
See u guys on 5th sept~miss u all =)

Hope lady luck will continue to put a smile on me =)

Monday, August 8, 2011

Silence...

I shall remain silence and shut my mouth off =X
Do not "ke po"
No matter what is happening, what I saw or heard,
rmb silence is golden...
Do not brag anything, dont care about anything
Be myself, cool~
I will remain silence from now on
Wont speak unless there is a need

Not to act dumb or noob while u r clever...I hate it, it is very idiotic and is...RIDICULOUS



Born to be a loner....

Friday, August 5, 2011

I really want it :P

I want I want...I want to go korea for holiday this 24th dec
Uhmma, ahpa...pls pls, dont cancel it or change to tokyo, hokkaido chebal!! TT
I want go dongdaemun to have dukkbokki, SPAO shop at myeungdong,lotte world, jeju :P
Pls? I promise I do study hard and stop spend money and time outside...
I can sacrifice anything...
I want to feel the snow!~:P


看到火滚都没用,你有权阻止吗? ><...

Thursday, July 28, 2011

No more nice guy...

What is the purpose being a nice person?
Being a stupid donkey? Being laughed by people?
No one will appreciate what you done...
Stop be a naive boy =.=
After today showcase, I have learned another thing...
I'm run out of idea...I'm tired....
I just want to hibernate



Hey u!!!! dont let me saw it again or I will chop you!!! :P

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

3 more weeks!!!!

3 more weeks my first sem will be over
and the final exam is right after 3 weeks later TT
this 3 weeks my timetable is fully pack!!!
Alot of things haven done, i wish 1 day have more than 24 hours...
tmr having a dumb test---> calculus...
not allow to use calculator o0o!!!! zzz

*btw to those ppl do no me well, pls think be4 u talk k?
I doesnt like under the spot light, everyone looking at me k?
so, be smart nxt time ==




Sometimes I just cant understand why....==lll

Saturday, July 2, 2011

Examss!!!woo~ @@

Examsss!!!!midterm!!!!presentation!!!!!lab reports!!!!showcase!!!!
woooo @@lll i'm gonna busy till crazy lol
plus coming monday i'm facing a big big task...
dissect a rat and a frog wth!!!
I'm gonna vomit or faint lol




Does that person looks like nana? lol ><...
I'm not the essential fella...

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Control

Please do control 'your' emotion,feelings
Although 'you' are upset bout something or not satisfied with something
Be more sporting infront of people
'You' may cry once 'you' get home
Do 'you' think 'you' have a chance overturn the clock?
Change whatever 'you' have said?
Are 'you' regreting now?
Thumping chest like a crazy king kong?



A wounded heart being sprinkle by lots of salt


I apologies to some fren that I being so emotion, I doesnt want to be like that but....it like a cancerous cell....is uncontrollable....

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

My demand

I having higher and higher demand on myself,
A little bit of mistake is not allow,even in the lab report's intro
I seriously want to take over 6/12
but I only manage 6marks.
I want to give another try now
I want to be perfect for you but is impossible...
Seriously is pretty annoying =X
and...a person's patience is not infinite, there is a limitation
By this rate...if did continue...
A dead volcano will also erupt!!!


Beautiful goodbye...

Sunday, June 12, 2011

My dream,my wish

Finally this year end I going to have my wish granted????
I wanted to travel to this place since 2 yrs ago
Without doubt,yes! is korea!!!! ♥
If is confirm,I will be flying to incheon airport from KLIA at chrismas eve night~
I will shop crazy at myeongdon street and play like a crazy fella at lotte world XD
Visit teddy bear museum at jeju island and taste the king crab~
and of coz i hope to meet some k-pop idols haha~XDDD

I want to see the snow badly~♥
Mom and dad,pls!~

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Stupiak teacher?

Is my calculus teacher dumb or wad?
He say he will ban us from bringing calculator for the next exam @@
Then what is the purpose of calculator being invent in this world?
Is he trying to be funny or trying to failed us?
Have U ever heard a math related subject,calculator is not allow to bring into the exam hall zzz


Is that a hints or I receive the wrong signal again? @@

Monday, June 6, 2011

Busy week

Week 6 of my 1st sem @UCSI
This week is the most busy week
exams,assignments deadline ><...
Chem and calculus exams on this wed and thurs...
Hope the question is easy lol...
I wish someone can acc me go for a movie TT
LONG time din go for a movie
missed many :( I want to watch kungfu panda2!!!




p/s:Its been a long time since that day passes,I enjoy that day and hope there is 2nd chance ...

Monday, May 23, 2011

No pain no gain

No pain no gain,
you have to lost something important to you to gain stuffs
can anyone tell me why I will lost important things
Be strong to survive?
Seriously i'm mentally and physically tired...is very very tired
If you ask me if tmr is the day the world end how will u feel?
I probably say good,the sooner the better



Tired of my life =(

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Assignment? @@

Ahh,as expect degree life is not easy TT
assignments are adding week by week
and also the "quiz" test is coming in 2 weeks time ==
Do I have enuf time in a day,24 hours?
Am I able to get cgpa 3.0?
Are my parents going to satisfy with 3.0?or maybe they want 4.0?
Do they know the more stress pilling on me the more I suffer?
Everynight I had insomnia,I keep rolling on the bed
I keep on worried and worried
My stress level surely more than 100 or maybe 150 ==
I'm just stupid!I'm just stupid ,I'm so stupid in time and stress management ==

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Dont give me orders

If u want to give me orders,pls tell me in a proper way k?
No need talk so sarcastically on me infront of girls or ppls.
I did not speak out it doesnt mean i dun care.
I'm human,I have parents,I not born from rocks.
I have PRIDE!!
I duno wad u plan to do but pls do respect my existance althought seldom talk.
I aint your slave ok?I do have feelings ==

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

发现

今天发现了许多的东西...
我发现为何每次有什么东西都是我最后才知道?
为何全部人有,我却没有?
发现好人不好当,好人总是当黑,被人认为是虚伪的行为
发现了某些明显的秘密,但我不确定...
瞎的都看得出==

还有...为何去到那里都有人说我凶??? @@lll

Friday, May 6, 2011

Endure...

Why did everyone have it?Purposely?or wad zzz
Or maybe I'm excluded ?
Did I have to endure it?
I have temper,I'm human being,I can just explode in anytime k?
I endure it again & again

There are more things I'm enduring it
Pls dont force me to explode k?
Did u know that is hurting me ='(

I seriously dont know what to do now
I feel like hitting the wall when i'm frustrated
I'm finding a way to release my tension and stress



Quite emo these days ... aigoo TT

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Think smart,dont act smart

Think from an different angle,it will make a better life
Think before talk and think smart dont act smart like a dumb ><...
Stop whinning , u not a small boy anymore
and dont be so hot temper,control urself
Smile =) Dont be sad =(
And pls change the bad habit,rmb to EAT!!!!!! :P

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

压力!!!

开学第二天...
压力大到我快疯了,
考试分数感觉很难拿到
借款又不能借得多
要省钱,但诸位老师又要我们买书
那些课本的纸都不懂是不是用金做的,还是读了一定拿满分似的,
贵到要死...
我家不是印钞票的
有些老师又不给我们去复印 ==
整天就只会说剽窃,剽窃
你们给钱我去买书是吗?


我真的能在结束开启吗?

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

等...

上了大学,第一件学会的东西就是“等”
等巴士,
等火车,
等老师,
等上课,
等放学,
等人,
等到我要吐了,为什么我的生活除了等就没别的东西...
囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧!!!!!

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Unlucky

Nothing has went to the right way for me for the pass few days =(
My fav team just lose just now =(
Just recover from sick =(
and others blah blah blah TT...
Want to go bang towards the wall ady
Is there any lucky things happen on me after a disasterous week for me? ><...
Emo ady ='(

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Aim

Finally my orientation started,tmr still have part 2 ==lll
Is very tired la zzz
No fun for me
And get to knew my new classmates...
But only 10 person include me on my course ==
Anyway , i doesnt care it anymore
I aim to do a good job on my first sem's course =)
and another 1...
I'm a little bit just abit angry when u ppl say me that way but i admit is true =(
I will turn it around asap =)...
in 1 mth? 2 mths? who noe?
See i want to do it or not ... follow my mood la...==
After that i wun see ppl say me like that again

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Never ever ==

Never tell ur own secret to any1 that not close to u...
Never or u will regret
They act close with ppl like they knew everything
They will expose ur secret like a "speaker"
They r just like a "promoter",news faster than twitter or FB
They like to make fun of ppl like other ppl doesnt have pride
They act smart like an idiot
They make ppl's life more difficult and more awkward
I hate them more than I hate those terrorist
They just ruin my life
No more!!!

Monday, April 18, 2011

发泄

每个人都有不同的发泄方式
1.尽情地吃
2.哭个不停
3.玩个不停
4.睡到不起
你们是哪一种呢?
我选的是1,
因为如果是2,我不会哭,欲哭无泪
3,都这样伤心了,还有心情玩吗?
4,失眠就有,睡都不能...

刚刚还被朋友勾起一些回忆。。。

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Happy black day & 2 more weeks

Firstly,wish all the singles all over the world happy black day lol :P include myself
Hope u all have a good day and found ur right partner soon :P

I have 2 more weeks free till my orientation start
Seriously I wish that tmr is the day ><...
Its too boring to stay in house and is more tiring than study ==
I slept longer thn usual
My daily routine:wake up ,bath ,eat,tv,play,sleep ==
Really is an otaku life,a netizen life ughhh....


fast fast ;P

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Blacklisted...

U ppl force me to blacklist u all in my heart
I am very dissapointed towards u all
Grandma ady pass away for 8 yrs
Now u ppl only say those properties divide till not the same
What the hell u talking
Why cant u let grandma rest in peace?Why must u do it that way?
Ur house have more car thn us,I need money to study
Did my family say anything?
And u,my cousin...
I rather u say the phone my fren want no stock thn u lie to me that u outstation,
and I find out once u say u outstation,I saw u at ur working place...
WHY!?? Asshole!!! bloody retarted bastard!!!!

And another blacklisted person,not from my relatives...
Is a fucking annoying person...a betrayer as well...
Treat everyday like 1st april,trick ppl to failure and watch like a "dramas"
I never hate a person so much in my life...
U just deserve what u get now,u fucking selfish idiot!!!
U will not much frens if u keep on like tat at ur new place ( now also not much fren..XD)

Thursday, March 24, 2011

WTH is happening to earth?

What the hell!?
Another 2 large quakes ><...
After a 9.0 quakes at japan and cause tsunami that brings a lot of ppl dead and missing
Now,quakes have hit thailand(6.9) and myammar(7.0) moments ago....
Hope there are no ppl dead...T.T
There are alot of natural disaster recently,
What is happening? End of the world?
No pls!!

#prayforworld

Saturday, March 12, 2011

遗憾...

再完美的一天/东西,总会有瑕疵...
而这些瑕疵将会成为心中永远的遗憾....
有些东西错过了就永远不会再回来了...
除非真的有时光机,
比起时光机,我更要想MIB中的一支笔,
那支笔可以把记忆洗清...
我宁愿把所有忘了,也不要时光倒流...

谢谢所有在身边的朋友的支持 =)

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

What can I do...

나어쩌라고!!!
I have been confuse and frustrated!!!
I choose the path but I dont know the way to continue...
Is there any GPS navigator in my life? T^T
Is 2012 does exists?
If yes,pls let it happen tomorrow...
I'm running out of idea to continue
I think until I get major headache...T^T
Anyone pls teach me how? =(

Sunday, March 6, 2011

N...O...NO!!!

Noooo!!!I cant...
WL,pls...
Dun get in to that "trap"
I just get out from another "trap" and now this "trap" is attracting me to jump into it....
Pls,"chebal"!!!
I just duno wad to do now =(

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

2 more mths XD

Countdown from now!
It left 2 more months~
Orientation day is 27th of april and my class starts at 3rd fo may =)
Finally settle everything and now just left paying my first sem payment
Anyone is joining me over there? =(
Well,I just cant wait till may now =)





I dun care it,I denied it,but my heart feels weird and uncomfortable...
What does it means =(

Thursday, February 17, 2011

多重人格分裂!!!

我在不同人的面前都有不同的性格,
我究竟是否正常?
在家人前就变得幼稚,像个10岁小孩,
在亲戚前就变得很有礼貌,
在中学朋友前就玩得疯疯癫癫,话也变多,
在女生前就不出声,整个变哑吧。

我可以一时整天躲在房间不讲话,
整天摆着副忧郁样 ><...
一时就嘴巴停不了,
像只麻雀。
晚上就每晚失眠...

这样我还算正常?

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

背叛

你们都有试过被人背叛吗?
你们又懂不懂被人出卖后的感受吗?
你们又懂不懂把真相瞒住,受害者会伤得更重?
这些是叫做朋友?
我没有这样的朋友,
从今开始,我当少了个朋友。







从今开始,我也不想再被人阅读我在想什么...

Thursday, February 10, 2011

删除

记得有个傻瓜在几个月前为了一个女孩
在面子书设立了一个PAGE。
今天,这个傻瓜终于决定与女孩画上一条清界线
删除了这个PAGE。
男孩要对女孩说:
谢谢这些日子你给过我的喜怒哀乐...
再会了...
这是我最后一次在零点零一分想你了...





PS:我不是要自杀 zzz

Monday, February 7, 2011

淡了...

一切看淡了,心也不会累了...
有时候,莫名的心情不好,
不想和任何人说话,只想一个人静静的发呆。
有时候,夜深人静,
突然觉得不是睡不着,而是固执地不想睡。
有时候,听到一首歌,
就会突然想起一个人。





谢谢你的不珍惜,让我学会放弃...
你若安好,便是晴天。

Saturday, February 5, 2011

~Happy cny~

Woo~back from melacca ytd night...
Tired but happy~
It always awkward when saw relatives that meet up 1 year unless there are wedding dinner...
As I keep hiding away from them cause I'm abit shy and they keep ask me the same question and tell white lies...
these are the question:
1)you form 5/6?
2)you study what course?
3)Got girlfriend?

@@...

What are correct decision?
I always pick the wrong 1...
and finally suffer it by myself...


1)fren 2)50 fren /50 strangers 3) 100% strangers...

Monday, January 31, 2011

Cny is coming XD

Few more days be4 cny...
Wish everyone have a good year...
and to those who gamble,win alot yea!~:P
I will back to melacca as usual...
and meet up with relatives that meet up 1 yr once lol
I gonna non stop hiding from them...
I have no idea,I think I'm too shy ;)
Anyway I'm pretty sure all of my relatives will ask my result for my a-lvl T_T
My result not very good and not very bad @@


I hope I can hang out with my secondary frens :)
Good luck everyone!!!~XD

Monday, January 24, 2011

woo~

Result is out...
As I pass all and now have a chance to get in ucsi to study degree...
Biotech here i come~~XDDD


我终于体会到好人有好报...
而坏人就有恶果 XD

If you make fun of me often,
1 day I will find a way to make fun of you 10 times

Sunday, January 23, 2011

怪罪

开始后悔了吗?
要怪就怪自己吧...
不许怪别人...


这次的经验教会我
不许期望太高,
不许不自量力,
不许纸上谈兵...



这次真的真的最后一次了...
忘记她吧...

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Tomorrow!!! T_T

Tomorrow-->24th of jan...
result is coming out
sad....
stress....
I'm not greedy,just need 3 passes to qualify to UCSI
Pls....
I can sacrifice anything....


I have forgot the existence of u....

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Again...

Sick again T_T...Fever,flu,cough
Just recover from the same sickness last mth
Now it struck me again
Wondering why!!!!

Here are my fav soshi schedule...
SNSD's 2011 albums are scheduled:
In Feb- 3rd Japanese Single (Japanese Version of Oh!)
In May- 1st Chinese Single
In Aug- 4th Japanese Single (brand new songs)
In Oct- 3rd Korean Full Album

XD

I hate those ppl who Anti over something
Well I cant force u all to like something
But if u dun like it , pls shut up....

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Happy New Year~2011~

Happy New Year to all my Friends and Foes...
Welcome to 2011...
as I'm turning to 20 T_T
I wish I could go back to my 1* days
That is not possible,so just looking forward to a brand new year...
Hope this year is better than 2010,which is a really bad year for me...
Some of them knew it ><....


2011 wish list and to-do list:
1)Getting into the University that I want
2)Wish that "somebody" dont appear in my life anymore
3)Girls' generation come to msia to have concert LOL XDD
4)Wish every1 healthy
5)Having a good result

1)Be serious
2)Diet? lol...