Coming soon....

Coming ady...
Exam is coming TT...
Under pressure again...
I din prepare for every subject yet...
not even 1...
cham liao...
Failed again le...
Everytime study..memorize..thn..after few min...
I totally forget everything...TT
Really nid to god bless me le this time...
At least dun failed la...
pass enuf ler...i not greedy...

Wan to exam liao...but i still going out...hehe...
This saturday having a gathering...primary school gathering...XD
Having Bbq party...reli have a long period din saw them ler...
6 year ++ le...all dai gor zai dai gor lui le...
not the "baby" anymore le...

After the party i will update my blog...
But after that i might stop for a while...
I reli very very very extreme tired......
Facing many many problem....haiz...
Dun think too much la...WL...

Sorry...

Sorry...I sincerely apology to my readers...

For the past few weeks i have been posting all those "emo" post...

Actually i'm really ok...i'm fine...

I just post it for fun...>.<

"U" is not presence in the real world...

If my post affect ur feeling or mood...

Once again I apology to you...

The purpose i named my blog as vayne's wonderland...

Is to bring my happiness to u all like disneyland ~XD~...

Bring you all to my wonderland...

But seems I failed >.<

Like wad my fren...dhina and adrian said...

My blog should named it as:

Vayne's sorrow-land...>.<

At last...exam is coming...pressure start again...

Cant sleep well again...maybe i think too much >.<

Btw,I promise u all Vayne's wonderland will bring happiness to all of u...

And specially to dhina...

Dun too worry me when i look sad at college...

I'm not sad...just dunno how to express my feeling on my face...

I DUNNO HOW TO SMILE >.<

Where Are You

Where did "U" go?

I miss "U" so

Seems like it's been forever

That "U" have been gone

Some days I feel like shit

Some days I wanna quit

And just to be normal for abit...just a little bit

I dont understand why "U" have to always be gone

I get along but the trips always feel so long

And,I find myself try to stay by phone

Cause your voice always helps me when I feel alone

But I feel like an idiot,working my day around the call

When I pick up I dont have much say

So,I want "U" to know it's a little fucked up

That I'm stuck here waiting....at times debating

Telling "U" that I've had it with "U" and your career

Now i find myself just filling my time

Anything to keep the thought of "U" from my mind

I'm doing fine...I plan to keep it that way

"U" can call me if "U" find "U" have something to say to me

I want "U" to know

THat I'm stuck here waiting for "U"

No longer debating

Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses,

For while "U"re not around and feeling so useless

It seems one thing has been true all along

"U" dont really know what "U" got tll it's really gone...

The Furthest Distance In The World

The furthest distance in the world

Is not between life and death,hell and heaven

But when I stand infront of "U"

Yet "U" dont know that

I love "U"

The furthest distance in the world

Is not when I stand infront of "U"

Is yet "U" cant see my love

But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both

Yet cannot

Be together

The furthest distance in the world

Is not being apart while being in love

But when plainly cannot resist the yearning

Yet pretending

"U" have never been in my heart

Crowd,watching the love couple come together

And reveal a sweet smile

Heart is a sad and dreary

Happiness at her smile is what I want

Reality was too tired

I cant breath

Love,

Is a test we must go through

Love,

Is not doomed

Love,

The no-win,only right or wrong

Met You

Saw "U" once again...

Your shadow far apart...

Do "U" know?

I did tell myself,I will forget "U" the day after...

I did remind myself,I dont miss "U" anymore...

Then I thought I really did,but till now......

I found that I'm a fool,I was deceiving myself...

"U" were never out of my life...

Even a day,an hour,a minute or even one second...

But conceal from my deepest heart...

Miss "U"

Remember "U"

Never even less than yesterday...

Do "U" know?

While I saw "U",I shunted...

Escape from "U"

No why but felt my heart was bleeding...

Perhaps afraid to face "U"?

Perhaps afraid that I couldnt speak when meet "U"

I know

"U" are always being who "U" are...

"U" are not the one I meet before...

And the one I miss not the one I met...

The yesterday of "U" will only alive in my deepest heart...

"U" is not a human being...

缘

第一次是巧合...

第二次是偶然...

第三次就是命中注定吗?

这就是我们所谓的缘分吗?

你爱的人...会离开你...

爱你的人...会被你抛弃...

真正遇到彼此相爱的人时却注定无缘...

感情就是这么会捉弄缘分...

无数辗转反辄的夜晚令人烦闷...

一股莫名的伤感也就随之而来...

那回忆的侧脸被无情的定格在这里...

我的回忆是伤感么...

睡意虽浓...

可是脑子里却不断浮现你回忆的侧脸...

回忆过去...痛苦的相思....永远都会忘不了...

也许是我想太多...

真的想太多...

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Welcome to 2010~R.I.P 2009~

At first wish everyone happy new year~

Nothing special bout my celebration on new year eve...juz ate steamboat with my family and watch countdown concert~

Today i having my movies together with jia tern and xiao pat...

At morning i meet up with jason,his lao po and jia tern at old town...

Then chrismen join us...the most late de of coz that xiao pat...==

Always the most late...

Jason and chrismen doesnt wan to join us for movie...

So, jia tern, pat and me went to pavillion to have our lunch and wait for tk...at wong kok...

Be4 going in to cinema we buy starbuck and put it inside bag to bring in...lol

SS~Lol~

Nice~my chocolate cream chip...without chocolate chip....==

Avatar is nice~XD~much more nicer thn storm warriors 2....

And i did have fun with u guys...

Especially the chui sui part...haha

Monday start back my college life ady...

Feel a bit weird...dunno y...hehe

Anyway...is nice to see u all again...

Let's hardwork together....

and pay more attention ~

But i noe I wont pay more attention to teacher...==

Dun late for the first class o~