Afraid

When I was young, ghost, vampire etc are the most eerie stuff I'm afraid on...
Especially my fren like to bring me for supernatural type of ghost movie....
When growing up eventually I found out there are more scarier stuff out there....
which is human.....and the feeling of losing someone special
I'll never knew what actually human are thinking....
What is on their mind?
Acting on how to please ur heart and kick u away when not needed?
And saying that you r appreciate it when you leaving...
I have no idea wtf are happening...

Is sacrifice needed for person you like?
I have no more idea...It seems doesn't works well for me
Sacrifice my sleeping time,  my health..
Maybe people will leave u when you doesn't hv these: money, car, ur look...

I'm tired...

别怪她。。。

也许我一直以来对你来说都像个“避孕套”
用完就扔。。。
你的Presentation slides, 你的 assignment，有部分都是我在做。。。
做到三更半夜，睡眠时间也只有区区3个小时。。。
与其说被利用，
不如说是我心甘情愿要帮忙。。。
我真的没有怪你。。。
帮你的这段日子真的开心过。。。
全部东西有了开始就会有结尾。。。
时间到了，你也找到了你的另外一半了。。。
我会替你开心和祝福你们。。。
此时，脑里只有一首歌。。。陈小春的“我爱的人 ”

Can anyone teach me how to stick back all these pieces...:(

I want to say sorry to everyone ( my friends and family), you have been talking to body but not my soul. My shell is smiling but my inner child has been locked up and crying...

Message to that guy:
Please be faithful to her and show your commitment to her, don't make her cry...
I doesn't wants to see her sad, crying or anything happened to her...
Bring her to places that she wants to go, remember there are some foods she cannot consume but she like to eat, she had a lot of allergic...
Whenever she needs you, must be by her side, spend more time with her...
Make her happy and be a good bf for her, don't flirt anyone else except her....
Treat her like sweetheart. :'')

My last word to YOU:
I will always remember you, thank you for everything...
I will remember our last meals, last interaction, last seen, last phone calls...
We might not meet anymore...
So, I wish you all the best on your studies , your times with him...
...and, make sure you are happy and be blessed....


Roses are red, 
Violets are blue,
Now that she's gone,
My heart has sank.

半夜

半夜睡不着的我好心烦。。。
无论是在学业上,健康还是感情都一塌糊涂。。。
学业上,我的FYP怎么做都感觉怪怪地。。。
健康上,我的细胞开始自己打自己。。。
我不知道这会不会带来生命的危机。。。
感情更死。。。
你是忙着逃避我吗? 是因为你有了新欢?
我看见你上载的你和他的照片。。。
不需要我的帮忙就不找我了吗?