1st confession

23/9/2013
My very so called "special" day where I had my 1st confession towards a girl in my 22 years of living.
But...unfortunately....I'm sure that it not success but, It doesn't consider as a failure becoz she actually didn't reject me straight away.
She just said: Are you serious? *I should have say yes*, and also said my sentences are just too formal and she eventually changed the topics. =S
Hopefully there will be no awkward between us? and I will not giving up =)

Now i'm having mixed feelings, should I be happy that she didn't actually say no or should I be sad becoz she didn't accept me as what I had expected.

cr: Thanks to frens that help me the build my 1st confession sentence.

你

最近你的态度有点反复不定，信息读了却不回复...
是否你发现了什么？ 还是你那天被我的举动吓坏了...
我知道我只能在你身旁当你的守护精灵...
无可否认，我对你心动了
心动了就是，
你会去关注与他有关的所有信息...
她的笑容，她的模样，她的一举一动，她的一言一语，她的喜好，她的生活，她所在的城市...
你会期待她的出现...
等待她的问候...
盼望她的关怀...
有了这些，自信多了一点...
快乐多了一点...


无论如何，
看你是一种享受，
爱你是一种幸福，
念你是一种习惯，
想你是一种快乐，
等你是一种考验...