cloning mind of human

What you speak out and what you exactly want to speak out is different
Aren't all the human have this same mind?
What happened is that when someone asked me something today where I really wanted to say yes but end up saying an "no" -.-
I couldn't because I have no confident at this time
Although its been a long time, one month? two month? I have forgotten...
My heart is still flutter...

Freaking busy semester

Its coming towards the end of my 2nd  year 1st sem,
My feeling was like "WOW" time passes very fast indeed...
Showcase are up on next week...
I doesn't like next semester...
Busy life made me forgot everything that was hurt but when I stop or slow down,the pain was back...
When I think back what I did during the past was just immature, or unreasonable
I thought real world was fairy tales, it will never gone the way you wanted to...
It will never ever again...
I was just an invisible person...
It was too awkward for me...

This is the only places where I can express my inner feelings...