不可能

拜托别再说是了...
这简直就是痴人说梦话...
不可能！！不可能！！
如果是真的话...要我干嘛都可以...
就算家里一幅镜子都没有，我也会撒泡尿照下自己的样子...
癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉？美女与野兽真人版？
不想再给人笑，就别发梦...
活在现实当中吧！赖文良！！
这都是纯粹巧合...这些东西永远不会发生在我身上好吗？
是永远！！！
你们两个就别再说是真的了...
至于是哪两个人...他们自己懂就好啦...

考试要到了...
不再想太多...

控制

我也是时候控制下我的脾性了...
刚刚把门大力一甩锁头都坏了...
如果你们不惹我，我也不会发脾气...
一个人的忍耐是有限的...
当我的忍耐到极限是真的很恐怖...
刚刚得我真的很不一样...
我根本就像睡火山...
一旦爆发...我也不懂我在干嘛...
我会学会控制...
为了你...我会学习控制...微笑...

还有就是...你们应该也有想过如果自己在无意中离开了这个世界...
会怎样对吧？感觉应该很妙吧？
离开这个笨世界...少很多烦恼...有时候真的有这个冲动的念头...
离开后，会有人挂念我吗？应该没有吧...哈哈~

意外的东西很难预料的...

感觉

最近我经常感到有股怪怪的感觉...
开心？伤心？都不是...
就是一种说不出的感觉...
是考试要到了，压力的感觉吗？
还是...
呃...这些东西还是不方便透漏吧...
因为还是很不肯定...
不懂吧...还是自己整天想太多了...
才有种怪感觉吧...

还有...
有时我耳朵红不代表我害羞...
其实是热而已...
这都是千真万确...
有时耳朵红我也不想的嘛...
我天生就是这样啊...




今晚你想念的人是不是我...

complicated

Everyone confirm will make this type of mistake...
That is make ur ownself life become more complicated...
Until u gone crazy?...@@
My life is getting more complicated...
I have to divide myself to 3 parts...
I'm abit gone psycho...T.T
I'm gonna stop this type of stupid complicated relationship...
Is really really damn annoying.....
And if I draw out my complicated relationship in a mind map...
I guess is quite "amazing"...==lll
I just want to be normal person...
Just leave me alone...
I'm happy to be a single at the moment...
I'm happy that I can spend all my money on the things I like...
I'm happy to be nobody~

exam tmr...dead....

Happy!!~

Its been so long...
Really long time no see u guys ady...
JT,chee siang,chi hong and xiao pat...thx to u guys...
Thanks for everything...
Although the seat for today movies is abit cacat-ed...
I'm still happy to hang out with u guys...
Not bad mah sit the second most front row...
Got abit "3-D" effect~haha~
And also enjoy sushi king~~=P
Tommorow again go shopping but is with family~hehe~
Looks like i dun k my exam...hehe~

Special thanks to markie and xiao pat for acc me to gym~~~
But seriously my abs is pain @@lll~


I think I cant even differentiate between fake and real things...
Its been so fake but mr. zy keep say is real...
Maybe is just co-incidence...
But he just keep say is real...@@
Its totally impossible man...
If is real...i will chop down my head...
Confuse bout wad am I talking huh??
Yeah...my ownself also blur...hehe...
But in this world...only 5 person include me know wad is going on =P



Cant wait my arrival of my RDR and Lupin album~~~~

Because of u....

Because of you...I smile everyday
Because of you...I have found my motivation
Because of you...I might gone crazy
Because of you...I went on diet
Because of you...I can do anything without think bout myself
Because of you...history of my life is changing
Because of you...my life is full of colour
Because you...cant replace with anything in this world
Am I fallen for you?
possible?maybe?it depends...

Announcement~

I'm kidda busy for the past few weeks...
I'm sad to announce something...
that is i'll temporary stop blogging...
Maybe after few months i'll start blogging again...
Or maybe this is my last post of this year or last of my life???...
lol~just kidding...might be stop blogging only...not that i'm going to die...haha
All right,hope that i'll continue to write blog again...lol

Problem....

Firstly...i apology for not update for long time...
due to my lazy-ness...haha
I try to update bout my cny as soon as possible...
Is reli an unlucky cny...haiz...
Somemore now facing back another problem...
INSOMNIA!!!!stupid...
cant sleep well and sometimes even nightmare...TT
Scary......
What to do if i having insomnia??...
Is it i too over excited??...
But i din have anything to excite nia...
Or anything to worry,to think...
If any1 have the ways to cure me...
Pls help me....haha....
Btw...trial is coming soon...
so what to do...my result is sucks....lol....

Excited?

Hmph...
Tomorrow going back to the HOT HOT melacca...
Just finish packing my stuff...
My PS2...shirt...blah blah blah...
And my lovely laptop...lol
Haiz...during the first day of cny...
I will become back a shy shy boy ed...
Those cousin 1 year only meet once...
How i gonna interact with them...sei ler...
Dun no where to hide myself...
Becoming an ostrich ler...
Shit...dun k la...die thn die la...

Btw...after cny...i have a hell-style training...=P
Retake my piano...and learn another new musical instrument..violin...

Last but not least...wish everyone happy chinese new year
and happy valentine day o~~



P/S:祝你幸福...

Over...

Oh yeah~
Exam is finally over...
and...
EVERYTHING is over...
nothing is left to think bout it...
I'm gonna enjoy my cny...
No more worries XD
But...
Dunno why...I have not recover from my sick...TT
Its have been 1 week ady...
Wad the heck is going on man...==lll
haiz...

I'm going back to my dad hometown on saturday...
At melacca...to celebrate my cny...
Mm...i think i will recover when see ang pau coming in to my pocket =P
Wish every1 have fun on this Cny...
Happy CNY and Happy Valentine day for those lovely couples...haha

Recover...

Feeling unwell for few days already...
Wed till now...
Fever,cough,flu...etc...
Suffer like shit...
Sick during exam time...haiz...
My chem and p.math paper is gone...
100% sure failed...TT
Looking forward to other papers...

Cny is coming as well as valentine day...lol
But still din have the feeling of cny...
Dunno y...mm...
Hope I'll recover from my sickness be4 cny bah...
.........




现在听着的歌:取消资格--->陈小春

'Love' and 'Like'

If you're infront of the person you 'love'
Your heart beats faster
But if you're infront of the person you 'like'
You will get happy

If you're infront of the person you 'love'
Winter seems like spring
But if you're infront of the person you 'like'
Winter is just a beautiful winter

If you look into the eyes of the one you 'love'
You blush
But if you look into the eyes of the one you 'like'
You will only smile

If you're infront of the person you 'love'
You cant say anything on your mind
But if you're infront of the person you 'like'
You can speak anything

If you're infront of the person you 'love'
You tend to get shy
But if you're infront of the person you 'like'
You can show your ownself

You cant look straight into the eyes of the one you 'love'
But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you 'like'

When the one you 'love' is crying
You will cry with her/him
But when the one you 'like' is crying
You will end up comforting her/him

The feeling of 'love' starts from the eyes
Moreover the feeling of 'like' is starts from the ears

So if you stop liking a person you used to 'like'
All you need to do is cover your ears
But if you try to close your eyes
'Love' will turns into a teardrop and remain in your heart forever

Coming soon....

Coming ady...
Exam is coming TT...
Under pressure again...
I din prepare for every subject yet...
not even 1...
cham liao...
Failed again le...
Everytime study..memorize..thn..after few min...
I totally forget everything...TT
Really nid to god bless me le this time...
At least dun failed la...
pass enuf ler...i not greedy...

Wan to exam liao...but i still going out...hehe...
This saturday having a gathering...primary school gathering...XD
Having Bbq party...reli have a long period din saw them ler...
6 year ++ le...all dai gor zai dai gor lui le...
not the "baby" anymore le...

After the party i will update my blog...
But after that i might stop for a while...
I reli very very very extreme tired......
Facing many many problem....haiz...
Dun think too much la...WL...

Sorry...

Sorry...I sincerely apology to my readers...

For the past few weeks i have been posting all those "emo" post...

Actually i'm really ok...i'm fine...

I just post it for fun...>.<

"U" is not presence in the real world...

If my post affect ur feeling or mood...

Once again I apology to you...

The purpose i named my blog as vayne's wonderland...

Is to bring my happiness to u all like disneyland ~XD~...

Bring you all to my wonderland...

But seems I failed >.<

Like wad my fren...dhina and adrian said...

My blog should named it as:

Vayne's sorrow-land...>.<

At last...exam is coming...pressure start again...

Cant sleep well again...maybe i think too much >.<

Btw,I promise u all Vayne's wonderland will bring happiness to all of u...

And specially to dhina...

Dun too worry me when i look sad at college...

I'm not sad...just dunno how to express my feeling on my face...

I DUNNO HOW TO SMILE >.<

Where Are You

Where did "U" go?

I miss "U" so

Seems like it's been forever

That "U" have been gone

Some days I feel like shit

Some days I wanna quit

And just to be normal for abit...just a little bit

I dont understand why "U" have to always be gone

I get along but the trips always feel so long

And,I find myself try to stay by phone

Cause your voice always helps me when I feel alone

But I feel like an idiot,working my day around the call

When I pick up I dont have much say

So,I want "U" to know it's a little fucked up

That I'm stuck here waiting....at times debating

Telling "U" that I've had it with "U" and your career

Now i find myself just filling my time

Anything to keep the thought of "U" from my mind

I'm doing fine...I plan to keep it that way

"U" can call me if "U" find "U" have something to say to me

I want "U" to know

THat I'm stuck here waiting for "U"

No longer debating

Tired of sitting and hating and making these excuses,

For while "U"re not around and feeling so useless

It seems one thing has been true all along

"U" dont really know what "U" got tll it's really gone...