vayne's wonderland

停止！

2012-01-19T05:25:00.000-08:00

最近反常的我是该停止了...
我不喜欢再掩盖我真实的表情，停止嬉皮笑脸...
还有些东西也该停止了...
开心过就算了...
不需再为某些东西而执着...
不需再为某些东西而牺牲...
不需再为某些东西而难过...

但,
我不懂如何去停止...

初次体验 =D

2011-11-05T05:44:00.000-07:00

下星期二就要初次尝试工作了...
“公子哥儿”要工作了...
心情既开心又担心...
担心自己会做不好 =(
就尽我所能去做吧...
然后等待一个月后去韩国旅行~

是到站了吗？
火车门打开了，我是时候下车去等待下一班火车...
一脚已踏出门外，你却叫住我...
那应该下车还是留下来？

Countdown?

2011-10-29T02:46:00.000-07:00

Countdown for my trip?
Hmm, nope ='(
I'm countdown-ing my next round of bad luck to happen...
I know it will happen sooner or later...
What I can say is just C'est la vie!!!
I'm pretty sure in everyone's mind sure there are some good and bad memories that keeps on triggered.

I think I should control myself...

Sem 2 ends =/

2011-10-23T08:00:00.000-07:00

Crazy short sem has come to an end...
I did enjoyed some moments of this sem...
It become part of memories of my life...
What can I do is just reminisce...
Reflash what had happened...
Happy holidays lads...

This is the first time and hope is not the last time...
If it didn't happen why does my heart feel...

Short sem sucks!!

2011-09-16T07:41:00.000-07:00

Life of short sem only 1 word can describe:....SUCKS!!!
Everyday rush for lab reports and assignments
Really cant fall sick during short sem, but...i fell sick TT
Haven recover completely yet still need to rush for everything

Exactly 3 months from today :P

Results are OUT!!!

2011-08-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

Finally sem 1 results are out~
Luckly I pass it ><...B,B,B,C+
No need retake =D
Stage 1 out of 9 is over...
8 more sems...

Today is another nice day for me =)
Bought 2 nice books from book fest + having korean meal dinner~
But...
I found out that...
Those dumb winter cloth is damn expensive ==lll
at least 200++
Winter i love you and i hate you! :P

Calm,Chill and Relax...

2011-08-27T07:56:00.000-07:00

I must keep stress and angry-ness away from myself ...
To ensure my condition not worsen...
It drop so much since exams...
Calm and chill my mind...
Be a good boy,dont get angry =)

I just want to stay alive...=D

Result out soon? ><...

2011-08-23T07:54:00.000-07:00

Ah shit! I haven't prepare to see my result for sem 1...
I think will out soon ><...
No eye see my result on Bio and Moral zzz...
Anyway my sem 2 timetable is sucks...
Tuesday and friday, class over at 6.30pm
WTH!!! I may have 5pm class on other days but not this 2 days TT...
Well,what can I do? just accept it....zzz

Aigoo...

阿宅！！

2011-08-18T08:13:00.000-07:00

Aigoo...
I have not step out my house door for 6 days
only my head out of the house door :P
I really 100% pure 阿宅
everyday face TV,laptop,bed ==lll
no shave

Nxt sem i dun have 8am class
So i can sleep 1 more hour woohoo~

I promise I will quit going CC le uhmma :P

Time, flow faster please

2011-08-16T08:22:00.000-07:00

Can the time just proceed to dec 16th? I cant wait for the trip :P
During this holiday the time flow getting slower and slower
Is much more slower than during the time after my SPM
Is much more harder to spend my time
Anyone pls just bring me out of my house :P

odiyah? bogoshipda ...

Sem break~what to do @@

2011-08-13T09:07:00.000-07:00

Almost 3 weeks for my sem break
What the heck i'm going to do ==
The only things I can do is watch football XD
When having class, I grumble alot bout wake up on 5.30am
When dont have class, I grumble about boring
Really have no idea what to do ><...
Maybe I should change my appearance? :P
I'll try my very "hard" to change it :P

随缘~
会让你活得比较自在~
不要想太多了...

Dr jekyll and Mr hyde :P

2011-08-12T07:51:00.000-07:00

Sometimes emo,sometimes happy :P
Just like dr jekyll and mr hyde, switching characters
This is me...
Exams over woohoo~
Sen break~woo~
Barclays premium league back tomorrow woohoohoo~
Korea trip confirmed(16th december,1 week dissapear from marehsia)~woohoohoohoo~~XD
Lady luck is on my side =D
I like it very very much =)

Hope my Uni frens and classmates enjoy their holidays...
See u guys on 5th sept~miss u all =)

Hope lady luck will continue to put a smile on me =)

Silence...

2011-08-08T08:29:00.000-07:00

I shall remain silence and shut my mouth off =X
Do not "ke po"
No matter what is happening, what I saw or heard,
rmb silence is golden...
Do not brag anything, dont care about anything
Be myself, cool~
I will remain silence from now on
Wont speak unless there is a need

Not to act dumb or noob while u r clever...I hate it, it is very idiotic and is...RIDICULOUS

Born to be a loner....

I really want it :P

2011-08-05T07:11:00.000-07:00

I want I want...I want to go korea for holiday this 24th dec
Uhmma, ahpa...pls pls, dont cancel it or change to tokyo, hokkaido chebal!! TT
I want go dongdaemun to have dukkbokki, SPAO shop at myeungdong,lotte world, jeju :P
Pls? I promise I do study hard and stop spend money and time outside...
I can sacrifice anything...
I want to feel the snow!~:P

看到火滚都没用，你有权阻止吗？ ><...

No more nice guy...

2011-07-28T05:14:00.000-07:00

What is the purpose being a nice person?
Being a stupid donkey? Being laughed by people?
No one will appreciate what you done...
Stop be a naive boy =.=
After today showcase, I have learned another thing...
I'm run out of idea...I'm tired....
I just want to hibernate

Hey u!!!! dont let me saw it again or I will chop you!!! :P

3 more weeks!!!!

2011-07-06T05:59:00.000-07:00

3 more weeks my first sem will be over
and the final exam is right after 3 weeks later TT
this 3 weeks my timetable is fully pack!!!
Alot of things haven done, i wish 1 day have more than 24 hours...
tmr having a dumb test---> calculus...
not allow to use calculator o0o!!!! zzz

*btw to those ppl do no me well, pls think be4 u talk k?
I doesnt like under the spot light, everyone looking at me k?
so, be smart nxt time ==

Sometimes I just cant understand why....==lll

Examss!!!woo~ @@

2011-07-02T08:38:00.000-07:00

Examsss!!!!midterm!!!!presentation!!!!!lab reports!!!!showcase!!!!
woooo @@lll i'm gonna busy till crazy lol
plus coming monday i'm facing a big big task...
dissect a rat and a frog wth!!!
I'm gonna vomit or faint lol

Does that person looks like nana? lol ><...
I'm not the essential fella...

Control

2011-06-15T06:10:00.000-07:00

Please do control 'your' emotion,feelings
Although 'you' are upset bout something or not satisfied with something
Be more sporting infront of people
'You' may cry once 'you' get home
Do 'you' think 'you' have a chance overturn the clock?
Change whatever 'you' have said?
Are 'you' regreting now?
Thumping chest like a crazy king kong?

A wounded heart being sprinkle by lots of salt

I apologies to some fren that I being so emotion, I doesnt want to be like that but....it like a cancerous cell....is uncontrollable....

My demand

2011-06-14T05:28:00.000-07:00

I having higher and higher demand on myself,
A little bit of mistake is not allow,even in the lab report's intro
I seriously want to take over 6/12
but I only manage 6marks.
I want to give another try now
I want to be perfect for you but is impossible...
Seriously is pretty annoying =X
and...a person's patience is not infinite, there is a limitation
By this rate...if did continue...
A dead volcano will also erupt!!!

Beautiful goodbye...

My dream,my wish

2011-06-12T05:16:00.000-07:00

Finally this year end I going to have my wish granted????
I wanted to travel to this place since 2 yrs ago
Without doubt,yes! is korea!!!! ♥
If is confirm,I will be flying to incheon airport from KLIA at chrismas eve night~
I will shop crazy at myeongdon street and play like a crazy fella at lotte world XD
Visit teddy bear museum at jeju island and taste the king crab~
and of coz i hope to meet some k-pop idols haha~XDDD

I want to see the snow badly~♥
Mom and dad,pls!~

Stupiak teacher?

2011-06-09T05:59:00.000-07:00

Is my calculus teacher dumb or wad?
He say he will ban us from bringing calculator for the next exam @@
Then what is the purpose of calculator being invent in this world?
Is he trying to be funny or trying to failed us?
Have U ever heard a math related subject,calculator is not allow to bring into the exam hall zzz

Is that a hints or I receive the wrong signal again? @@

Busy week

2011-06-06T04:09:00.000-07:00

Week 6 of my 1st sem @UCSI
This week is the most busy week
exams,assignments deadline ><...
Chem and calculus exams on this wed and thurs...
Hope the question is easy lol...
I wish someone can acc me go for a movie TT
LONG time din go for a movie
missed many :( I want to watch kungfu panda2!!!

p/s:Its been a long time since that day passes,I enjoy that day and hope there is 2nd chance ...

No pain no gain

2011-05-23T05:34:00.000-07:00

No pain no gain,
you have to lost something important to you to gain stuffs
can anyone tell me why I will lost important things
Be strong to survive?
Seriously i'm mentally and physically tired...is very very tired
If you ask me if tmr is the day the world end how will u feel?
I probably say good,the sooner the better

Tired of my life =(

Assignment? @@

2011-05-18T05:29:00.000-07:00

Ahh,as expect degree life is not easy TT
assignments are adding week by week
and also the "quiz" test is coming in 2 weeks time ==
Do I have enuf time in a day,24 hours?
Am I able to get cgpa 3.0?
Are my parents going to satisfy with 3.0?or maybe they want 4.0?
Do they know the more stress pilling on me the more I suffer?
Everynight I had insomnia,I keep rolling on the bed
I keep on worried and worried
My stress level surely more than 100 or maybe 150 ==
I'm just stupid!I'm just stupid ,I'm so stupid in time and stress management ==

Dont give me orders

2011-05-12T08:25:00.000-07:00

If u want to give me orders,pls tell me in a proper way k?
No need talk so sarcastically on me infront of girls or ppls.
I did not speak out it doesnt mean i dun care.
I'm human,I have parents,I not born from rocks.
I have PRIDE!!
I duno wad u plan to do but pls do respect my existance althought seldom talk.
I aint your slave ok?I do have feelings ==

发现

2011-05-10T06:15:00.000-07:00

今天发现了许多的东西...
我发现为何每次有什么东西都是我最后才知道？
为何全部人有，我却没有？
发现好人不好当，好人总是当黑，被人认为是虚伪的行为
发现了某些明显的秘密，但我不确定...
瞎的都看得出==

还有...为何去到那里都有人说我凶??? @@lll

Endure...

2011-05-06T04:54:00.000-07:00

Why did everyone have it?Purposely?or wad zzz
Or maybe I'm excluded ?
Did I have to endure it?
I have temper,I'm human being,I can just explode in anytime k?
I endure it again & again

There are more things I'm enduring it
Pls dont force me to explode k?
Did u know that is hurting me ='(

I seriously dont know what to do now
I feel like hitting the wall when i'm frustrated
I'm finding a way to release my tension and stress

Quite emo these days ... aigoo TT

Think smart,dont act smart

2011-05-05T06:04:00.000-07:00

Think from an different angle,it will make a better life
Think before talk and think smart dont act smart like a dumb ><...
Stop whinning , u not a small boy anymore
and dont be so hot temper,control urself
Smile =) Dont be sad =(
And pls change the bad habit,rmb to EAT!!!!!! :P

压力！！！

2011-05-04T04:45:00.000-07:00

开学第二天...
压力大到我快疯了，
考试分数感觉很难拿到
借款又不能借得多
要省钱，但诸位老师又要我们买书
那些课本的纸都不懂是不是用金做的，还是读了一定拿满分似的，
贵到要死...
我家不是印钞票的
有些老师又不给我们去复印 ==
整天就只会说剽窃，剽窃
你们给钱我去买书是吗？

我真的能在结束开启吗？

等...

2011-05-03T04:59:00.000-07:00

上了大学，第一件学会的东西就是“等”
等巴士，
等火车，
等老师，
等上课，
等放学，
等人，
等到我要吐了，为什么我的生活除了等就没别的东西...
囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧囧！！！！！

Unlucky

2011-05-01T08:04:00.000-07:00

Nothing has went to the right way for me for the pass few days =(
My fav team just lose just now =(
Just recover from sick =(
and others blah blah blah TT...
Want to go bang towards the wall ady
Is there any lucky things happen on me after a disasterous week for me? ><...
Emo ady ='(

Aim

2011-04-27T04:29:00.000-07:00

Finally my orientation started,tmr still have part 2 ==lll
Is very tired la zzz
No fun for me
And get to knew my new classmates...
But only 10 person include me on my course ==
Anyway , i doesnt care it anymore
I aim to do a good job on my first sem's course =)
and another 1...
I'm a little bit just abit angry when u ppl say me that way but i admit is true =(
I will turn it around asap =)...
in 1 mth? 2 mths? who noe?
See i want to do it or not ... follow my mood la...==
After that i wun see ppl say me like that again

Never ever ==

2011-04-24T05:39:00.000-07:00

Never tell ur own secret to any1 that not close to u...
Never or u will regret
They act close with ppl like they knew everything
They will expose ur secret like a "speaker"
They r just like a "promoter",news faster than twitter or FB
They like to make fun of ppl like other ppl doesnt have pride
They act smart like an idiot
They make ppl's life more difficult and more awkward
I hate them more than I hate those terrorist
They just ruin my life
No more!!!

发泄

2011-04-18T08:28:00.000-07:00

每个人都有不同的发泄方式
1.尽情地吃
2.哭个不停
3.玩个不停
4.睡到不起
你们是哪一种呢？
我选的是1，
因为如果是2,我不会哭，欲哭无泪
3,都这样伤心了，还有心情玩吗？
4,失眠就有，睡都不能...

刚刚还被朋友勾起一些回忆。。。

Happy black day & 2 more weeks

2011-04-14T07:12:00.000-07:00

Firstly,wish all the singles all over the world happy black day lol :P include myself
Hope u all have a good day and found ur right partner soon :P

I have 2 more weeks free till my orientation start
Seriously I wish that tmr is the day ><...
Its too boring to stay in house and is more tiring than study ==
I slept longer thn usual
My daily routine:wake up ,bath ,eat,tv,play,sleep ==
Really is an otaku life,a netizen life ughhh....

fast fast ;P

Blacklisted...

2011-04-10T07:43:00.000-07:00

U ppl force me to blacklist u all in my heart
I am very dissapointed towards u all
Grandma ady pass away for 8 yrs
Now u ppl only say those properties divide till not the same
What the hell u talking
Why cant u let grandma rest in peace?Why must u do it that way?
Ur house have more car thn us,I need money to study
Did my family say anything?
And u,my cousin...
I rather u say the phone my fren want no stock thn u lie to me that u outstation,
and I find out once u say u outstation,I saw u at ur working place...
WHY!?? Asshole!!! bloody retarted bastard!!!!

And another blacklisted person,not from my relatives...
Is a fucking annoying person...a betrayer as well...
Treat everyday like 1st april,trick ppl to failure and watch like a "dramas"
I never hate a person so much in my life...
U just deserve what u get now,u fucking selfish idiot!!!
U will not much frens if u keep on like tat at ur new place ( now also not much fren..XD)

WTH is happening to earth?

2011-03-24T07:48:00.000-07:00

What the hell!?
Another 2 large quakes ><...
After a 9.0 quakes at japan and cause tsunami that brings a lot of ppl dead and missing
Now,quakes have hit thailand(6.9) and myammar(7.0) moments ago....
Hope there are no ppl dead...T.T
There are alot of natural disaster recently,
What is happening? End of the world?
No pls!!

#prayforworld

遗憾...

2011-03-12T08:29:00.000-08:00

再完美的一天/东西，总会有瑕疵...
而这些瑕疵将会成为心中永远的遗憾....
有些东西错过了就永远不会再回来了...
除非真的有时光机，
比起时光机，我更要想MIB中的一支笔，
那支笔可以把记忆洗清...
我宁愿把所有忘了，也不要时光倒流...

谢谢所有在身边的朋友的支持 =)

What can I do...

2011-03-09T06:40:00.000-08:00

나어쩌라고!!!
I have been confuse and frustrated!!!
I choose the path but I dont know the way to continue...
Is there any GPS navigator in my life? T^T
Is 2012 does exists?
If yes,pls let it happen tomorrow...
I'm running out of idea to continue
I think until I get major headache...T^T
Anyone pls teach me how? =(

N...O...NO!!!

2011-03-06T07:55:00.000-08:00

Noooo!!!I cant...
WL,pls...
Dun get in to that "trap"
I just get out from another "trap" and now this "trap" is attracting me to jump into it....
Pls,"chebal"!!!
I just duno wad to do now =(

2 more mths XD

2011-03-02T22:29:00.000-08:00

Countdown from now!
It left 2 more months~
Orientation day is 27th of april and my class starts at 3rd fo may =)
Finally settle everything and now just left paying my first sem payment
Anyone is joining me over there? =(
Well,I just cant wait till may now =)

I dun care it,I denied it,but my heart feels weird and uncomfortable...
What does it means =(

多重人格分裂！！！

2011-02-17T08:22:00.000-08:00

我在不同人的面前都有不同的性格，
我究竟是否正常？
在家人前就变得幼稚，像个10岁小孩，
在亲戚前就变得很有礼貌，
在中学朋友前就玩得疯疯癫癫，话也变多，
在女生前就不出声，整个变哑吧。

我可以一时整天躲在房间不讲话，
整天摆着副忧郁样 ><...
一时就嘴巴停不了，
像只麻雀。
晚上就每晚失眠...

这样我还算正常？

背叛

2011-02-15T07:08:00.000-08:00

你们都有试过被人背叛吗？
你们又懂不懂被人出卖后的感受吗？
你们又懂不懂把真相瞒住，受害者会伤得更重？
这些是叫做朋友？
我没有这样的朋友，
从今开始，我当少了个朋友。

从今开始，我也不想再被人阅读我在想什么...

删除

2011-02-10T06:14:00.000-08:00

记得有个傻瓜在几个月前为了一个女孩
在面子书设立了一个PAGE。
今天，这个傻瓜终于决定与女孩画上一条清界线
删除了这个PAGE。
男孩要对女孩说：
谢谢这些日子你给过我的喜怒哀乐...
再会了...
这是我最后一次在零点零一分想你了...

PS:我不是要自杀 zzz

淡了...

2011-02-07T07:31:00.000-08:00

一切看淡了，心也不会累了...
有时候，莫名的心情不好，
不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆。
有时候，夜深人静，
突然觉得不是睡不着，而是固执地不想睡。
有时候，听到一首歌，
就会突然想起一个人。

谢谢你的不珍惜，让我学会放弃...
你若安好，便是晴天。

~Happy cny~

2011-02-05T07:50:00.000-08:00

Woo~back from melacca ytd night...
Tired but happy~
It always awkward when saw relatives that meet up 1 year unless there are wedding dinner...
As I keep hiding away from them cause I'm abit shy and they keep ask me the same question and tell white lies...
these are the question:
1)you form 5/6?
2)you study what course?
3)Got girlfriend?

@@...

What are correct decision?
I always pick the wrong 1...
and finally suffer it by myself...

1)fren 2)50 fren /50 strangers 3) 100% strangers...

Cny is coming XD

2011-01-31T06:34:00.000-08:00

Few more days be4 cny...
Wish everyone have a good year...
and to those who gamble,win alot yea!~:P
I will back to melacca as usual...
and meet up with relatives that meet up 1 yr once lol
I gonna non stop hiding from them...
I have no idea,I think I'm too shy ;)
Anyway I'm pretty sure all of my relatives will ask my result for my a-lvl T_T
My result not very good and not very bad @@

I hope I can hang out with my secondary frens :)
Good luck everyone!!!~XD

woo~

2011-01-24T07:02:00.000-08:00

Result is out...
As I pass all and now have a chance to get in ucsi to study degree...
Biotech here i come~~XDDD

我终于体会到好人有好报...
而坏人就有恶果 XD

If you make fun of me often,
1 day I will find a way to make fun of you 10 times

怪罪

2011-01-23T06:25:00.000-08:00

开始后悔了吗？
要怪就怪自己吧...
不许怪别人...

这次的经验教会我
不许期望太高，
不许不自量力，
不许纸上谈兵...

这次真的真的最后一次了...
忘记她吧...

Tomorrow!!! T_T

2011-01-22T09:40:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow-->24th of jan...
result is coming out
sad....
stress....
I'm not greedy,just need 3 passes to qualify to UCSI
Pls....
I can sacrifice anything....

I have forgot the existence of u....

Again...

2011-01-12T05:07:00.000-08:00

Sick again T_T...Fever,flu,cough
Just recover from the same sickness last mth
Now it struck me again
Wondering why!!!!

Here are my fav soshi schedule...
SNSD's 2011 albums are scheduled:
In Feb- 3rd Japanese Single (Japanese Version of Oh!)
In May- 1st Chinese Single
In Aug- 4th Japanese Single (brand new songs)
In Oct- 3rd Korean Full Album

XD

I hate those ppl who Anti over something
Well I cant force u all to like something
But if u dun like it , pls shut up....

Happy New Year~2011~

2011-01-02T04:27:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to all my Friends and Foes...
Welcome to 2011...
as I'm turning to 20 T_T
I wish I could go back to my 1* days
That is not possible,so just looking forward to a brand new year...
Hope this year is better than 2010,which is a really bad year for me...
Some of them knew it ><....

2011 wish list and to-do list:
1)Getting into the University that I want
2)Wish that "somebody" dont appear in my life anymore
3)Girls' generation come to msia to have concert LOL XDD
4)Wish every1 healthy
5)Having a good result

1)Be serious
2)Diet? lol...

下决心...

2010-12-01T04:02:00.000-08:00

在这次的旅行中，我想通了...
我不应该再对你有任何思念...
虽然在海滩的时候，
我多么想你在我身边...
可是...你却不在...
我还捡了一个像心形的珊瑚...
我却不能把它交给你...
你们一直在我面前提起她，
我依然微笑带过...
其实我心里是多么痛苦...
我这次真的想忘了她...
重新过我的生活...
不管以后你会不会再出现在我眼前都好，
我都会当你是普通朋友...

请你离开...
就当这一切都是梦一场...

厌倦...

2010-11-14T06:56:00.000-08:00

虽然说住在城市里的人有轻微的忧郁症是正常的...
但，我感觉自己一天比一天还要更忧郁...
活了19年的我...
已经厌倦了生活...
每天都要面对相同的问题...
第一题还没解完，又有新的问题...
我已经不懂如何是好...

如果我有用不完的钱...
那该多好...

命运...

2010-10-29T06:41:00.000-07:00

也许这就是命运...
“天”都要我忘记她...
今早我在把我的手机格式化时，
竟然忘了把朋友的电话号码给储个备份...
连她的也是...
当我察觉到时已经太迟了...
已经救不会了...
后悔？
有用吗？

现在心情不怎么好...
连外面都在下雨...
顿时感到心无力了...
好想喝酒，
好想找人，
好想淋雨...

真的很想回到今天早上....

倒数中...

2010-10-11T06:44:00.000-07:00

一天又一天地倒数中了...
已剩下7次了...
怎么了？不舍得吗？
不舍得又如何？
我想在最后一天...
也只能默默地看着你离开...
心里默默地说声再见...
下一次再见不知是几时了...
1年？2年？10年？
还是我永远都没法再见到你了...
只能在面子书看看你的近况...
我会把你所对我说过的话都收藏为回忆...
我永远无法忘掉你那灿烂的笑容><...
也许你只是我生命中路过的一辆高级跑车...
你只是吸引了我...
但你并没有停下来让我上车...
你也很快速地往前了...
我赶不上你的生命的节奏...
离我越来越远了...
我相信总有一天会有一辆愿意停下来让我上车的车...

再见了........

谢谢

2010-10-07T06:36:00.000-07:00

谢谢你们帮我庆祝生日...
除了感谢还是感谢...
今天再完美都是有一些缺陷...

因为你不知道在我的手机里面存的都是你的信息不开心时，看着看着，不自觉的傻笑仿佛此时你就在身边
我很爱你，但是我知道，最后我们不会在一起

我很爱你，但是我知道，最后我们不会在一起
因为我会很早很早就开始为你准备生日礼物，虽然最后没有送到你手上，但是你会记得我的生日吗？

每当...

2010-09-27T05:57:00.000-07:00

有很多东西总是让我想起你...
每当我听到这首歌
我脑海出现的不是那位原唱者
而是你...
每当我看见这种颜色或是其它的东西（不方便透漏）
我都会第一时间想起你...
我是有病吗？...

我想我应该再考完试后,
去散心...
把我在这个学校所有的伤心事全都忘了...
但...
我想我办不到...
我持终忘不了你...
你真的有这么难忘吗？

取消资格

2010-09-24T05:30:00.000-07:00

我有资格说爱你吗...
为什么开心的时间总是来去匆匆...
其实每次开心的时候
我已经在倒数伤心的来临了
有这一天我并不出奇...
为什么我会陷入这令人疲惫的游戏...
就因为这几张白痴照片（酒吧）...
我想，
今晚我又开始会失眠了...
你有这么难忘吗？

我想只有酒能陪伴我...

喝醉

2010-09-11T08:11:00.000-07:00

偶尔放纵自己喝醉，是很解脱的一件事...
尤其是你在感情上有太多的遗憾或是很大压力之下...
在醉的时候，感觉是么东西都是真的...
醉后，我才发觉我并没有放下这一切...
现实中的我是多么的虚伪...
我的笑容想要去伪装，
我的泪却想投降，
我的眼光想要去躲藏，
我的嘴还在逞强。
好想好好爱一场，却总说无所谓。
醉了才觉得这个世界我就是主角，所有一切我做主。
醒来了，才发现我并不是主角，
但是我每天必须登场，忙碌地奔波，却是一个小丑。
生活为什么，爱情为什么，让人很乱，永远那么不清晰，
只知道活着就要工作，爱着就要付出。

*只是心情不好才喝酒*

*很想找个人谈天*

不想了？

2010-09-09T07:07:00.000-07:00

每晚...我都不懂为何
自然而然的想起了你...
直到睡着了...
我的梦，自然也有你的出现...
你和我，
在我的梦里，牵起了手...
感觉很幸福...
我也懂梦也有发完的一刻...
醒来后，
我看着自己的手...
牵的不是你的手，而是玩偶的...
每天看的不是你本人，只是照片...
真的想脱离这种痛苦...
还有2个月，熬过去吧...
要考试了，不要在胡思乱想了...

有一种感觉比失恋还要痛苦

2010-09-03T08:39:00.000-07:00

有一种感觉比失恋还要痛苦...叫做自作多情
让我想到此时的我...
经常会听到别人说不相信爱情，然而为什么我还是那么的执著，固执得让人头疼。
突然间，所有的事情，都变成了两件，与你有关，或者与你无关。
强迫自己不跟你联系，忽略你的存在，
用简单而乏味的事情填满所有的时间，
只为能够暂时的忘记你就好。
总是不肯绝望，不愿放弃，
总幻想着，你对我多多少少还会有一丝真心吧，
于是努力的让自己变成另外一番模样，
努力的用一种最轻松不会为你带来压力的方式来面对你…
而你却还是远远的，不愿给我一句肯定以你为中心，
美丽的几何体圈住了一切，却没有你的心…
真的好想你，无助的想念
我的痛，只有我自己懂

一封写给“...”的信

2010-08-31T00:54:00.000-07:00

致：“...”

我不肯定你能看到这篇文章...但我还是要写。

我知道我这个人没什么优点，也不优秀，不帅，也没有钱...但是我有一颗对你真诚的心。不过我也懂自己的资质...我完全是癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉。虽然朋友都说没什么事情是不可能的，但我懂这只是安慰我的话。平民与公主，美女与野兽，这些都只能在电影/偶像剧和童话故事才出现...

我懂人都是现实的，不帅就算了...而且什么都没有，钱又没，功课一塌糊涂。我懂我是配不上你的，所以我只能放弃你...不过我只是放弃你，并没有放弃爱你。我朋友整天都说服我去告白，我懂我一定会从你手上拿张好人卡...不！是“丑人卡”...

我现在能做的事是祝福你在就来到的考试上拿到好成绩，我想我只能在某个角落默默地观察你......

“...”的来源是某国的语言翻译的...发音和你的名有点相识...

不舒服...

2010-08-27T07:08:00.000-07:00

这几天总是感觉怪怪地...
坐立不安...
心里总是感觉到闷闷不乐...
又不是生病...
唉...
到底是怎么了...
因该时压力大吧...
不要担心这样担心那样了...
这样下去迟早患上忧郁症...==
要保持开心
永远晴朗♥

GAMES 2010

2010-08-27T00:28:00.000-07:00

GAMES 2010

Games, Animation and Multimedia Entertainment Showcase (GAMES) 2010 is an event aiming to create awareness of the local games industry, regardless board games or video games, to all Malaysians. This event is a platform for game companies in Malaysia to exhibit their latest products and independent game developers to exhibit their masterpiece. It is also a gateway to individuals who are interested to involve themselves in the game industry in the future.
Events Details:
Entry: OPEN TO PUBLIC
Date: 7th - 9th October 2010
Location: APIIT/UCTI, Technology Park Malaysia, Bukit Jalil, Kuala Lumpur.
*Map will be provided at the bottom of the post.
Time: Thursday - 9am - 7.00pm
Friday - 9am - 7.00pm
Saturday - 9am - 7.00pm
Event’s Itinerary

Thursday - Games Exhibition
- Cosplay Competition
Friday - Indie Garage
Saturday - Games Development Talks
Contact Us for Further Inquiry
APIIT/UCTI
Technology Park Malaysia
Bukit Jalil, 57000 Kuala Lumpur
Malaysia
Tel: 016-4310061(Jason Tan) / 012-2441979 (Nicholas Choy)
Email: Jason-cytan@live.com.my / nicholaschoywh@gmail.com
Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=142078192495428
Website: http://www.wix.com/gamesE/GAMES
Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=lf#!/group.php?gid=113555222033398&v=wall&ref=ts
Ways to go to APIIT/UCTI.

By LRT

By Bus
RapidKL: T418, U71
*Info will be update soon.

##More content will be updated soon.

雨天...

2010-08-26T05:59:00.000-07:00

本以为已经忘了你,可是在这雨天,我又禁不住想起来你...
那种思念是来自内心深处,没有一点儿的虚情假意...
尽管我叫自己不要去想你,可是还是不受控制的想念你了...
每次下起大雨...
不禁让我想起了那天发生的事...
想你想的不会在想了,
想你想的心都会痛,
想你想的我没有了自我.
我承认,
我失败了,
我的心失败了,
我完全的被你控制了,
可是,你又在哪里呢.....

Flopped

2010-08-22T05:43:00.000-07:00

Flopped!flopped!flopped!
Wl...you are just a mr.flopped...
You have never done something tht gives ur parent or ur fren to proud on it...
Never!
You dont have any merit...
You wont get any attraction from ppl...
so mr substitution pls shut up...

if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.

转角

2010-08-20T05:16:00.000-07:00

今天我又再一次的经过这个转角...
虽然这只是个普通的转角...
每天都有很多人在行走...
可是对我而言确实印象深刻...
在这个转角，发生了某些东西...
那是第一次...
极大可能是最后一次了...
这些琐碎的东西也许只有我会记得...
但，这些琐碎的东西是你我之间唯一的回忆...
有时候执着是一种重负或一种伤害，放弃却是一种美丽...
全世界我也可以忘记，只是不愿意失去你的消息，我会带着回忆爱你，傻傻爱你，不去计较公平不公平...

你是怎样了...为什么...

真的？

2010-08-19T04:42:00.000-07:00

我真的看错你了...
如果这是真的，我不会再对你依恋...
为什么?
江山易改，本性难移...
我真的希望是假的...
你竟然对我朋友做出那样的行为...
朋友，在我心目中是永远第一...
我不能原谅对不起我朋友的人包括你...
我真的不希望是真的...
我会查出真相...

怕...

2010-08-18T05:32:00.000-07:00

好人真的没有好报吗？
我越来越怕了...
如果我真的变成回忆...
会怎样呢...

朋友，我会为您祈祷...
您一定没事的...
要记得有很多人在支持您...
不要放弃...
我们不会想念您因为我们相信你不会离开我们...

祝福...

Dead day...

2010-08-12T03:08:00.000-07:00

*sigh*
*sigh*
Today my AS result come our ady...
SUCKS!!!
Have to retake all the 3 subs...
Well,all I can say is continue to do my best...
Following 2 mth:No games,No outing so much,No fooling around like a dumb ass...
*sigh*
Look on the positive side,at least I improve on my exam result compare to trial which failed all...
Cheer ya every1 =)...

Err,when I din notice you all talking to me pls forgive me...
Coz sometimes I really thinking bout sumthing else and do not pay attention to ppl who talks to me =)...
I will talk to every1,wont ignored every1...paiseh~XP

Crisis...zzz

2010-08-02T04:59:00.000-07:00

zzz...having financial crisis again T.T
Is just the 2nd day of august and need to be otaku for the whole month...
Oh well,this whole month I will stop spending money on different thing...
I think I can survive...T.T

How many nights I have been suffered from insomnia...haiz...
Well,to cure it...
Firstly I think is to avoid something...zzz
Tell myself that she is invisible...zzz
Tell myself that I did not fallen for her...zzz
Well..."SEORORO" pls take care...
I always be the elf around you...

什都不要懂,只想继续做梦
因为害怕醒来以后再也握不住你的手...zzz

Stress...

2010-07-31T07:58:00.000-07:00

Stress has seeped into our daily vocabulary as often as ur favourite latte...
There are good stress and bad stress...
Good stress:motivation
Bad stress:can cause physical and mentally problem to us
Chronic fatigue,insomnia,gastric...
Well,I admit i having all this symptoms of being stress...
Blood pressure rises...zzz
Oh well,I read an article bout stress...
One of the solution--->If someone consistently causes stress in ur life,simply stop seeing them....lol~...zzz

STRESS!!!!

Well,my mom order me to save money as my parent is planning for year end holiday trip...zzz
Either korea or sentosa island....lol

2010-07-30T06:43:00.000-07:00

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized...
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush?
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do

Well,my fren post the phrase below on my wall:
beautiful girls all over the TARC U could be chasing and ur time would be granted they got somehin' on you baby some' on you baby they might say hi and u might say hey and you should be worry about what they say cause they got somethin' on you baby somehin' on you baby

everywhere u go u always hearing her name (name, name)and no matter where u r at girl you make u wanna sang (sang,sang)whether a bus or a plane or a car or a train no other girls on your brain and ''HER'' the one to blame...LOL!!!!

zzz....

Well,who knows?
1st time does not make sense 2nd time does not make sense but 3rd time,4th time and so on does it make sense?

你我之间

2010-07-27T06:29:00.000-07:00

虽然我和你之间的回忆不多..
一只手都数得完...
但，每一个回忆我都会记得...
我会记得那个转角，课室，食堂，学堂...
在这些地方,
都曾经发生过一些美好的回忆...
剩下的日子不多了...
见到你的日子也正在倒数了...
我会默默，默默地祝福你...

2010-07-24T07:35:00.000-07:00

我不想懂真相...
也不想为真相而痛...

2010-07-23T07:36:00.000-07:00

When I See U Smile
And I Know
That Is Not For Me,
That Is When I Will Miss U The Most....
I Know It Was Fake,
I Know U Guys Is Just Giving Me Boost Of Self-Confidence Only Say It....
The weirdest thing happened on the other morning
I woke up with tears in my eyes and rolling down my cheek
and i knew i must have been dream of you again...

2010-07-21T06:58:00.000-07:00

我只想看着你...
不管用任何距离...
你听见我那不安的心跳吗？
不用回答我，
只需给我一个微笑...

不同的角度

2010-07-19T05:48:00.000-07:00

做人应该懂得从不同的角度去看待一些事物...
当我们换个角度去想一想...
很多事情都会不一样...
你会有更大的包容...
也会有更多的爱...
不要整天都往坏的方面去想...
有些事情并不是你想象中复杂...

我是怎么了...
心情有如天气般...
变幻莫测...

是真的吗？我该相信吗？也许...只是偶然...

明白了...

2010-07-17T04:25:00.000-07:00

终于明白为什么有些人会想不开而去死...
也许你们会说这种行为很愚蠢...
但，试想下...
一个人如果离开了...
烦恼全都没了啊...
不用为了解决烦恼而烦恼...
如果有天我真的想不开而离开了你们...
抱歉...
也不用为我感到悲哀...
我不值得你们去悲哀...

If the person you love is not with you,
Wherever you go in the world...
Is a lonely island...

Sensitive...

2010-07-16T05:24:00.000-07:00

Alright,now everyone say i'm too sensitive...
Well,I dont care anything now...
I ored let you guys know the thing you want to noe when we having movie just now....
So,dont spread it like disease pls...

They just nothing on you....

Whatever...

2010-07-15T05:51:00.000-07:00

1 more test paper to go-->a.math
Does it count as a test?lol
Whatever...

I ain't a clown for u ppl...
But if u guys wan to laugh...
Is up to you...
Want to make fun of me...
Is also up to you ppl...
Is it true or I'm too sensitive?
Whatever...

WHATEVER!!!I DONT CARE!!!!

付出...

2010-07-14T06:17:00.000-07:00

当爱给了你，我不会收回...
就算你不知道我爱你...
我也会距续的为你付出，
因为爱上你的那一刻，是美妙的...
我知道我只能在你身旁当你的守护精灵...
你不知道我在想你，是因为你不爱我，我明明知道你不想我，却还爱你...
是不是因为我太傻...
也许有时候，逃避不是因为害怕去面对什么，而是在等待什么...
有些事，我们明知道是错的，也要去坚持，因为不甘心；
有些人，我们明知道是爱的，也要去放弃，因为没结局；
有时候，我们明知道没路了，却还在前行，因为习惯了...
我一个人，还能坚持多久，还要寂寞多久,还需要等待多久...
为什么每次电话响起都不是你?...
世界上最远的距离
不是我站在你的面前
你却不知道我爱你
而是爱到痴迷
却不能说我爱你

感觉很不自在,好像有不好的东西将发生在我身上...无奈，希望那不好的东西是不关于她的...其他的都不重要...

爱，有时候是一种错觉...

2010-07-10T01:53:00.000-07:00

翻阅她的人生履历，追寻着她的足迹，感受着她的喜怒哀乐，并为着她的开心而开心，为着她的忧郁而忧郁。
你以为这就是爱了...
读她的文字，欣赏着她的才气，喜欢听她的言谈欢笑，喜欢贴近她的感觉，甚至为着她愿意与你说话，而欣喜异常。
你以为这就是爱了...
不可否认，的确对她动情动心了...
心动有了一点...
你会去关注与他有关的所有信息...
她的笑容，她的模样，她的一举一动，她的一言一语，她的喜好，她的生活，她所在的城市...
你会期待她的出现...
等待她的问候...
盼望她的关怀...
有了这些，自信多了一点...
快乐多了一点...
心动的弦能演奏乐曲...
这些都可能只是错觉...
爱的错觉是一场爱的作秀...
爱源于一种感觉，这感觉有些像海市蜃楼，美则美已，却太虚幻...
暗恋很美同时也令人非常苦恼，它是一把锁，如果没有钥匙的救赎，却只能自我封闭...
一颗单纯痴情的心在悄悄等待。这暗恋的种子一旦生根，加上外界环境的诸多因素必然发芽...
而自己却无法扼制其繁茂...
我想暗恋这东西一定是生活的捉弄...

这个路口我一辈子都记得...
我停下来，你却走了...

梦...

2010-07-08T06:51:00.000-07:00

梦，
是即将发生的事吗？
我即想这天的来临，却又害怕这天的来临...
如果这天真的来了(机会极小)...
我会得到某些东西，也失去了某些东西...
所以这天好不好来临呢...
不知道从什么时候起，你已经悄悄的停留在我的心里，
一点甜蜜，一点惊喜，我努力装作不在乎你，
只把你偷偷的埋藏在我的心底，
因为我不想告诉你，我很想你，这距离，是忧伤？是神秘？是美丽？
爱你，想你，到痴迷，而你却毫不在意，仿佛我从未走进你的心里；思你，念你，到流下泪滴，而你却似乎并不珍惜...

默默地关注一个人，正在静静地期盼一份可能永远也不会降临的感情.....

暗恋

2010-07-06T05:21:00.000-07:00

我常觉得这个世界最真挚，最洁净，也是最让人心酸的感情...
那就是暗恋...
默默地关注一个人，静静地期盼一份可能永远也不会降临的感情...
不想让对方知道，也不想对世人公布...
世界上最远的距离就是我站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你...
暗恋的一方不说，也许是不想说，也许是不能说。
因为有一种东西，一旦被说出口就不再美丽了...
也许暗恋者有强烈的自尊和自卑，怕遭受伤害，怕一旦爱恋不成，连朋友都做不成了。
暗恋者生活在虚拟的月光下，陶醉在想象的云彩里，痛苦着自己的痛苦，孤独着自己的孤独...
他们几个月、几年、甚至十几年地爱着一个人，独自品尝着无人回应的空洞。

Exam again?

2010-07-04T05:09:00.000-07:00

Oh hell ya!!!
Exam again...==lll
World cup not yet end ady nid to prepare it...
World cup still left 4 matches~
2 semi-final match and 1 third place playoff
and of coz the finals~
Support the netherlands till the end XD~

Start from now i will not care anything
I will follow advice from my fren,alex...
thx,dude XP~

And another thing,Got any1 else wan acc me go find german world cup kit?
Their away kit very nice~

Crazy?Stupid?Unlucky? day

2010-07-01T04:22:00.000-07:00

Oh well,I guess I'm having the craziest,stupiest,unluckiest day...
Early in the morning ady done a stupid reaction...
I will not try to overreact again =.=lll
second thing,
I will just said that dont tell eveyone bout ur secret...
Keep it in your heart forever...
If you tell someone else...
You do no when will it burst out...
Although everyone say keep something inside heart is no good...
Must share it with fren...
But...now I dont think so...
Start from now,I wont tell any secret of myself to anyone...

And final thing...
Mom,Dad...
I not in a relationship...
Your son is still single...
What make u 2 think that I'm in a relationship?...=.=
That key chain is I buy for myself not from a girl...
I buy for fun k?...==

You r my only fire extinguisher for now...

听见了吗？

2010-06-30T04:54:00.000-07:00

我只想看着你，用任何距离...
非常安静，飘过一片云...
你的关心，变成灰色墙壁...
我没能力，抵挡攻击...

让如何告诉你，我的心情...
我还想陪着你，任何天气...
我还粉望，可以传达给你...
唱给你听，在秋天里～

那你听见了吗，我不安的心脏...
听见了吗，要送给你的花...
我所有能量，只能让这首歌与你分享...
听见了吗，你在想着谁吧...
听见了吗，我拥有的快乐...悲伤...
不用回答，你听见了吗...
不用回答，给我一个微笑...

你听见了吗？
无论他们把你形容得怎样...
我都不会信...
你听见了吗？

偶像？

2010-06-29T06:39:00.000-07:00

我不是当她是偶像...
只是...不知怎么讲...
你们还把她形容到像只恶魔...
不是这样的...
不是！不是！

这一刻...

2010-06-28T05:10:00.000-07:00

这一刻永远都烙印在我脑海...
永远都会成为我脑中的背景...
虽然只是短短的一秒...

夜深了...

2010-06-25T10:43:00.000-07:00

夜深了...
看着你的照片...
回想你和我之间的回忆...
虽然不多...
但...
对我来说已经很足够...
我一直都期待“...”会出现在来电显示...
或是讯息...
不过你应该不懂我有你的号码吧...

我会一直等待...期待着...

=D

2010-06-24T05:51:00.000-07:00

微笑...
对生活是一种态度...
一个人的情绪受环境的影响，这是很正常的...
但你苦着脸，一副苦大仇深的样子，对处境并不会有任何的改变...
相反，如果微笑着去生活，那会增加亲和力，别人更乐于跟你交往，得到的机会也会更多...
清者自清，浊者自浊...
有时候过多的解释、争执是没有必要的...
对于那些无理取闹、蓄意诋毁的人，给他一个微笑，剩下的事就让时间去证明好了...
微笑总是能带过一切...
微笑是人生最好的名片，谁不希望跟一个乐观向上的人交朋友呢？
微笑能给自己一种信心，也能给别人一种信心，从而更好地激发潜能...
微笑是一种修养，并且是一种很重要的修养...
微笑的实质是亲切，是鼓励，是温馨...
真正懂得微笑的人，总是容易获得比别人更多的机会，总是容易取得成功...
那我更应该时常微笑了~

脑袋里总是有着熟悉的回音...虽然不多...

过去...

2010-06-19T22:32:00.000-07:00

过去的东西就让它过去吧...
人谁无过...
每个人都有过去...
以前犯错...
不代表现在不会改变...
就算现在回忆过去...
也是历史了...
有些人是不会去介意你的过去...
只会珍惜现在的你...
哪怕在犯错...
至少也曾经珍惜过一样东西...

爸，父亲节快乐...
我是个不会用行动去表达我的心意的傻孩子...
我只会用写出来...口却紧紧地封住...
无论如何，祝你身体健康...晚上再陪您看球吧 XD

知己？

2010-06-18T09:49:00.000-07:00

虽然你被大多数人排挤...
但今天我看见你有悲哀的一面...
一开始我没想到你会告诉我你的秘密...
经过你一番的苦诉...
我明白了...
爱上了一个人却没办法在一起...
我懂你的心情...
这是一种很痛苦的感受...我明白
我也开始懂为什么你会一个坐了...
原来是要避开一切...
放心吧，我不会说出你的秘密...
我懂一个人的秘密若被传出去的感受...
我也是过来人...
无论如何，祝你幸运...
我会好好保密...

世杯期间...

2010-06-17T08:40:00.000-07:00

世杯期间=我的生病时间 TT
每晚看球看到凌晨4~5 点
下午才醒来
谁受得了啊~
铁人都会垮...
终于在今天发烧了....加上喉咙发炎~
但还是继续看球 ><...
没去看医生~哈哈~
过多几天就没事的瓜...
我还得去健身呢...
要把手臂练粗，为了要让你好躺一些...
无论到最后是否是大团圆结局...
我都会继续...
所以一定要复原...

在现实中，你们有看过野兽会打赢的吗？><...

越陷越深

2010-06-16T09:42:00.000-07:00

我的计划全盘失败...
我已经越陷越深了...
你...
还是比我爱她...
而且多我很多倍...
试问，我哪里还有资格继续下去...
你比我更有资格...
我不想那么多人受到伤害...
我一人就够了...
这不是伟大还是不伟大的关系...
这种东西总需要一个人去牺牲啊...
我只能说...我不配...

我是个SOSO的男生

2010-06-14T09:48:00.000-07:00

我高高的...但是"瘦瘦"的
腰"细细"的...脸"小小"的
遇见你了,是我喜欢的人
不知道你会不会讨厌我没有什么

我把手臂练粗了
只为了让你好躺一些
我把真心练壮了
只为了背着你奔跑不会累
我是一个"瘦瘦"的男生
只是一个"渺小"的男生
不知道你是否能看见
我爱你的那一面
我是一个"瘦瘦"的男生
一直等待你的人
如果我不是你选择
没关系我只是个SOSO的男生

我"高高"的...但是"瘦瘦"的
腰"细细"的...脸"小小"的
一直以来,我最喜欢的人
不知道你会不会讨厌我没有什么
我把手臂练粗了
只为了让你好躺一些
我把真心练壮了
只为了背着你奔跑不会累
我是一个"瘦瘦"的男生
只是一个"渺小"的男生
不知道你是否能看见
我爱你的那一面
我是一个"瘦瘦"的男生
一直等待你的人
如果我不是你选择没关系
我只是个SOSO的男生

我是一个"瘦瘦"的男生
只是一个渺"小"的男生
不知道你是否能看见
我爱你的那一面
我是一个"瘦瘦"的男生
一直等待你的人
如果你选择了我
因为你我不是个SOSO的男生...

这首歌是来自张克帆的歌...
也许这首歌是在描述我...
我把手臂练粗了,只为了让你好躺一些...
我不懂我是否做出正确的行动...
我不应该问...
我感觉上好像在帮人，而不是帮自己...
我真的要这样伟大吗？
成全他人吗？
我只有两种选项
其中一项会带来很大的问题...
很多人会受伤...
二...只有一人受伤...
那就是我...
牺牲小我，完成他人的梦想？

Tired~

2010-06-13T06:10:00.000-07:00

Yesh~Is world cup period...
duration=1 month...
Which mean I sleep 4.30am everyday...
That is reason I look tired these day...
The team i support drew last night to USA...shit*
England keeper is reli bad...
But another team i support is korea...
They won 2-0...JS.park,manutd midfield score 1 of them~XD~

There is 1 more week for me to slip till 12noon
Finish this week college restart but world cup not yet end...
I 100% confirm everyday sleep inside class...@@

Gud luck~XD...

I have taken sumthing...but duno is it useful...
if is it useful,I also duno i dare to use it anot...@@
Gambahteh bah WL....^^

26days...30days...13days...

I Miss It Badly...

2010-06-07T22:47:00.000-07:00

Suddenly I have a feeling...
I miss my primary and secondary school life badly...
I wan to go back to those time...
Is stress-free...

During primary school life...
I still remember every thing happens during that time...
We use plastic bottle to play as football during every recess time...
Although u all might be think is childish,but is fun when you play with your friends...
I miss my teachers there especially 许老师...
You scold me alot,scold me bout my hand-writting...
Gave me a nickname of "doctor" lai...
But you teach me alot...You just want me to be good thats why you scold me...
My primary friends,
I'm glad that we are still in contact...

During secondary school life...
Wow,I miss their crazy behaviour...haha
We hang out alot...
We play alot...
Skip class,do crazy things...since it is a boy school...
Having camp with prefects and scouts...
Best memories in my life...

Now,college life...
Everyday stress...make important decision...
Well,I hate it...
College have girls...not like my secondary school...
When i saw girls,I felt awkward...==lll
Feel shy....Face always red like a tomato...

I miss my life,
there are 2 person I miss the most...
My grandmom(mom side) and my grandpa(father side)
My grandmom pass away during my UPSR exam...
Is a sad news for me...
She used to take care of me during baby since my parents have to work...
I remember during I'm small,I'm a crying kid...
She used to threaten me that if you cry again your "bird" will fly away...
Since that I stop crying and learn to be a man...
She protect me whenever I do something wrong...
When she passed away I din cry...i know she wont wan to see me crying...
I hold back my tears...할머니....saranghae ^^

My grandpa left me during CNY on my PMR year...TT
He care me alot...although we not often see each other...
He stay at melacca...So everytime I visit him...
He smile alot...
Now I miss it...할아버지...saranghae...

I know they will bless for me...and i need to work harder...

I miss you all...saranghae